Suicide methods that actually work
I didn't realise how terrifying your week has been or that you have been suffering for 15 years when I wrote the previous reply.
Although, what you are talking about, does sound like you have had enough but taking yourself out of this world only hurts you and those close to you.
Getting real help, like seeing your doctor or another practitioner would be the best way forward. I also know just getting through the day is so difficult when you feel like this.
Are you able to talk to someone close to you?
How about exploring the religion of the Maoris?
Death is such a....finality. It’s not like getting your tubes tied. You can’t reverse suicide.
There’s so much out there to explore.
People suck, but Nature is beautiful. So is knowledge.
I was shocked several times over the years upon realizing how easy it is to forget there's a whole world out there. One of them was when someone online showed me and a few more people a video like this, but less cloudy and with more variety of places scattered over the world, and even more linguistic diversity:
There were two lines at the end of the Latin part, which now I think are still in Latin, but whoever wrote the subtitles in that video seemed to have misinterpreted as Spanish, perhaps intentionally:
Sí, está...
(Someone who has come.
Yes, they are [around] ... )
The video made me cry, feeling trapped at my parents' home, doomed to waste what was left of my young adulthood, and not knowing what to do.
I know I'm a horribly spoiled brat who never grew up, and someone who has seen a lot compared with me may well be immune to these reminders of how much there is out there to live and learn.
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The red lake has been forgotten. A dust devil stuns you long enough to shroud forever those last shards of wisdom. The breeze rocking this forlorn wasteland whispers in your ears, “Não resta mais que uma sombra”.
hale_bopp, walk into an emergency room and tell them you are actively seeking suicide. Be prepared to stay for a few days. (make arrangements for any pets for instance.)
You have lost your way in life. I hope you can find it or find another one, like spiderpig suggested.
We don't want you to follow through on your plans. I'd like chances to get to know you better.
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A finger in every pie.
Whatever. But don't you think it's ironic that the very fact that you have more business being alive than other people seems to make you more vulnerable?
That's for the mods to decide.
That must suck indeed. I don't know what it's like to live in a dangerous place, but bullies are great at making you forget everything beautiful in life.
I wish I could be there with you—and I know this must have been obvious for a while. I'd be scared s**tless, and probably wouldn't be much use for defence if someone big and aggressive broke inside, but at least they'd have more meat to chew, and I'd have no doubt that you deserve to survive a lot more than me.
Do you know any of the attackers, or are they just random?
Why?
Can't you do it yourself?
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The red lake has been forgotten. A dust devil stuns you long enough to shroud forever those last shards of wisdom. The breeze rocking this forlorn wasteland whispers in your ears, “Não resta mais que uma sombra”.
I wish I could help, I wish there was something I could say, but I'm always so terrible with words.
Everyone here cares about you very much
If you're willing to do something as drastic as moving to the US to commit suicide, why not move somewhere and commit "social suicide" instead? Pack up and start over somewhere new where you don't have angry drunks trying to beat down your door.
You can PM me if you want to talk.
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I'll brave the storm to come, for it surely looks like rain...
WHY IS THIS THREAD EVEN ALLOWED TO EXIST?
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Yeah, we can't allow discussion of the effectiveness of suicide methods.
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