Should I commit suicide?

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Highly_Autistic
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04 Jun 2019, 1:39 pm

Im 21 years old but i have never actually lived. It's obvious that no one likes me and im a weirdo that everyone avoids. Its not my only problem, im getting stared in public because i dont look like a human. I repel people and now im completely isolated from real life. (most asocial person in the world)

Im taking meds but im just gaining weight, my depression and social anxiety gets worse with time. Meds dont work but i know i'll feel worse when i quit them. What should i do now? I dont want to go to therapist or go out of home anymore. I dont want to disgust people but im very depressed, nothing works. sorry for my bad english. What would you do if you were me?



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04 Jun 2019, 1:57 pm

I'm not one for fluffy BS, but the way I see it there is no point in suicide. You're going to die someday anyways, so f**k it. The only difference between now and later is that between now and later you can have moments of enjoyment.

I'd say, find one thing or topic that really interests you, and just learn everything you can about it. Then write a book or blog about it. You can expand the pan-human consciousness of something and be a part of something larger than yourself.



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04 Jun 2019, 2:11 pm

Why does it matter what other people think? Live for yourself. Choose to live.

I have no friends and no boyfriend. People dont seem to want to be friends with me. Im lonely but I still want to live because life is short. You are going to die someday anyway.



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04 Jun 2019, 3:24 pm

This topic isn't appropriate.


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