Am I selfish?

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Apparently, I'm like a child in an adult's body.
I don't take responsibility well, want to run, and hate myself and others, except a few.
People misinterpret me. I misinterpret them.
I'm also manipulative.
And, impulsive.
I don't mind dangerous situations.

I don't cope well. And, life runs away from me.
I want other people to take care of me.
And, I've been pampered and mistreated.
People see I love my son, but I can't provide for him stability because I can't provide it for myself.

If it's true, am I some monster?
That doesn't deserve any good thing?

Apparently, I don't know how to get better.

Does anyone here see these things in me?
What am supposed to do to be responsible, if so?

Am I just a bad person?

You're probably not an evil person if these traits bother you...so why not see a counselor? It can be done and made a huge difference for me.

Good luck! I'm sure someone else can help you with the specifics. Have a blessed day and I hope you can pull through out of this tough spot.

You're not a bad person.

But you know yourself that you must progress from where you are now in order to be a good mother to your son.

If I had a kid, I know I would have to "get better" myself.

Nobody is zero or one hundred percent selfish

Nobody is perfect

Some precious lil "people" act like they are perfect

You can work on your weakness if you want

But there's something wrong with everything and everyone