Amity wrote:
You take your time Sly and experience this loss at your own pace... It's a tough job to be tasked with, will ye go to the apartment together? Hows your mum holding up?
Uncles are helping too. We don’t have space so for now it’s going to storage unit.
I get her tv and some personal things that meant something to me

My mom hasn’t seem to be hurt by it. More focused on other things.
It’s still quit hard on me that I’ll really never see her again or talk to her.
I’m kinda on my own for dealing with my loss and grief,
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