I wish I wasn’t born, I used to say that I wish my mom had miscarriage when she was pregnant with me. Sometimes I wish I didn’t live alone anymore & I really hate being an adult, I cannot do anything right. I have more pain in my body,my wrist can sooo badly hurt, the side of my hand can soooo badly hurt, my thumb can hurt (the bone part) my feet, my lower legs (the bones, cuz they didn’t healed right when I broke & dislocated my ankle in the summer of 2018) my other leg too, cuz I put toooooo much pressure on it & now my bones sooooo hurting. My hip can hurt, my side too. When I move around most of the time, I have more anxiety, I think I need calcium pills, I guess. With me being in Tooooooooo Much pain & being very crazy, I don’t think I should get another boyfriend, I am a BAD mess.
11 Jan 2020, 11:21 pm
