If you guys recognize my username, you probably remember that I was blogging about how I wanted to kill myself because life wasn't going my way.
Still, life has been rocky at times, but now it's been way better. I think the reason I was so broken back then was because I wasn't fixing myself, and I can only improve myself. One thing I often did back then was help people with their day-to-day lives, and I thought I could fix people, thus I was so focused on doing that, to the point that I made fixing myself seem trivial.
But then when I realized that I had tons of room for improvement (Ex: anger issues, narcissism, etc.), I decided to fill that space with improvement. Today, I've been finding myself at peace more often, I've been more liked by the people around me, and lately things have been going my way.
Not that there aren't problems, of course. I can't put my finger on any at this moment, but there's been times where I thought about suicide, but I usually am able to stop thinking about it, almost right off the bat.
If anyone who saw my previous blogs are reading this, I hope y'all are doing well too.
08 May 2020, 10:34 pm
