Sudden impulses to scream.
lostonearth35
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Joined: 5 Jan 2010
Age: 52
Gender: Female
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Location: On a planet where I don't belong.
When the pandemic first started I stated having these, strange sudden impulses to scream over and over again. Just scream suddenly and with no buildup. I was able to get it under control but now I'm feeling it again. People are such scumbags and they have the brains of a speck of sand. I want people to kill themselves because they are so stupid. I hate people. I hate humans. Every waking moment I'm reminded over and over stupid humans are and that's why we have a pandemic. For the past 20 years I have seen the world just get more and more horrible. And just when I feel like I've gotten some control over my life and regained some of my sanity the whole world does something else stupid and it starts all over again. Nothing will ever get better until people stop being hive-minded bags of dog feces, but that will never happen.
I can't pretend that I'm not a psychopath and that everything is okay for much longer. But I know when that happens I'm better off being dead because I'll either be kicked out of my apartment or put in the hospital, or both. I hate people. hate HATE! I want to be a supercomputer and kill all humans except for a few which I'll keep alive just to torture. I've had no mouth and must scream for so many years, now it's their turn! ![]()
I can't pretend that I'm not a psychopath and that everything is okay for much longer. But I know when that happens I'm better off being dead because I'll either be kicked out of my apartment or put in the hospital, or both. I hate people. hate HATE! I want to be a supercomputer and kill all humans except for a few which I'll keep alive just to torture. I've had no mouth and must scream for so many years, now it's their turn!
These may be what's called 'rage attacks,' caused by discontinuing SSRIs and lack of serotonin perhaps.
People aren't stupid, just selfish and ignorant, like "stuff you Jack, I'm all right". Like these people who just couldn't resist having big social gatherings during a pandemic. Most of them are young people in the low risk group. They're the main reason why the UK is in a second lockdown. It's not because they are stupid, it's because they are selfish and decide to be ignorant of the rules, and now everyone who has been persevering to the rules has to suffer once again.
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Actually, due to people’s deliberate behavior, there ARE no more low-risk groups.
Denial is dangerous, not only to oneself, but to everyone on the sidewalk, the grocery line, hand-washing in the store’s bathroom, passing on the sidewalk!
Of COURSE you are angry!
Stubbornness and denial and laziness have threatened all of us!
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Sylkat
Student Body President, Miskatonic University
