Goodbye and good luck
I know this site doesnt have the option to delete anything, but I would appreciate it if someone with the power can delete my account and posts.
I cant do it anymore, I hate being a ret*d piece of s**t more than any words in any langauge can express and I cant handle it anymore 30 years of utter misery and loneliness, its too much, autism is a disgusting disease that turns any hope for having a life and destroys it leaving you with nothing but a cruel joke of an existence. It's like a cancer that robs you off life with no amount of work you do able to change it. I am 30 years old and I have not lived a single day in my "life". There is nobody notice when I go, but if I get a headstone it should read
"born 1991/ died 1991/ buried 2021"
I am choosing to end things on my terms. I can erase myself out here and I would appreciate if someone can erase my long winded, bleak, personal posts here, thank you
To the rest of you struggling with this truly cruel disease I wish you every luck, I really do
I can see you're in a dark mood, Understandably. I recommend reading Schopenhauer. I think you would be receptive to what he has to say .
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AQ: 27 Diagnosis:High functioning (just on the cusp of normal.) IQ:131 (somewhat inflated result but ego-flattering) DNA:XY Location: UK. Eyes: Blue. Hair: Brown. Height:6'1 Celebrity I most resemble: Tom hardy. Favorite Band: The Doors. Personality: uhhm ....(what can i say...we asd people are strange)
