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Earthbound_Alien
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13 Dec 2021, 10:03 pm

I want to help you but you attack me

I have issues with nts because they're trying to make me the same as them stresses me out, but they don't understand, no one understands

not being nasty towards them but I need to speak

I can't physically process please all the social interaction they needed

it makes me unhappy trying to be neutotypical

my brain hurts and I have a low social drive

when can we be accepted for our selves please

please stop hating yourselves for being autistic


please stop it

I like you



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13 Dec 2021, 10:07 pm

you are funny

your interests are fascinating

you are quirky

I love quirky

your life is precious

please stop hating yourself

stop it please



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13 Dec 2021, 10:09 pm

the stress does not need to exist

I can just be my weird self

but they want normal.....its hard



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13 Dec 2021, 10:14 pm

I have my tickle

a bit of silky material I rub

they have their social norms

one lady here rubs silky material too

not come across anyone else



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13 Dec 2021, 10:18 pm

I will seek my silky material wherever it goes....including up the hoover if it sucks it up

I don't care about being loved or popular

I like being alone sometimes so being popular would be a nightmare

cant cope can't stand the pressure to socialise in a general sense

only like to socialise with peoples I'm familiar with and like

they can be lovely



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13 Dec 2021, 10:24 pm

peeps sometimes attach themselves to me cause they think I'm funny

I don't mind but stop pressuring me

stop pressuring me

stop it

so I can like you



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14 Dec 2021, 7:22 pm

Are you ok?


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14 Dec 2021, 11:18 pm

Mountain Goat wrote:
Are you ok?


ish



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15 Dec 2021, 3:50 am

I feel your pain E_A.
This time of year particularly I find ridiculously painful. It feels like everyone wants a piece of me. I feel pulled in too many directions.


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16 Dec 2021, 6:39 am

Earthbound_Alien wrote:
peeps sometimes attach themselves to me cause they think I'm funny

I don't mind but stop pressuring me

stop pressuring me

stop it

so I can like you


I hate this too. I like making people laugh, but then that's all they want from you. They think you are their little performer. Mostly I'm just trying to keep people at a distance in a polite way, but this is always misunderstood.

PS - I love this thread. Thank you for your thoughts.



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16 Dec 2021, 6:41 am

ThisTimelessMoment wrote:
I feel your pain E_A.
This time of year particularly I find ridiculously painful. It feels like everyone wants a piece of me. I feel pulled in too many directions.


Yeah, f*** holidays. I hated them as a kid and hate them now. Except for the days off. Everyone wants you to be loud, festive, and obnoxious, while you try coping with the routine change and (at least to me) horrendous music. And if you have to go to a store, they're extra crowded. Wish I could take off from Thanksgiving through New Year's.