I can understand that. I had moments of freaking out myself. Sadly even in the US(with all their healthcare and whatnot) it's not getting much better or, at least where I live. I want to be done with this whole COVID thing as well but it seems like at every turn a new variant comes out! Sadly I hear some are just saying "screw it, I'm done" which isn't safe but I can understand why they would do it. I mean, what is life if you will spend the rest of it scared and miserable?(Hopefully this virus doesn't last THAT long).
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Autism is a disorder not a personality trait!
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and Wisdom to know the difference."