My mind has been in a whirlwind all day

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I forgot to take my bedtime SSRIs last night and my mind has been going around in circles. I've been trying out various accent detection apps and I keep getting the same results. It's a vicious cycle. I'm not too thrilled that I have an accent from a country that most people hate. I think I'm going to take my pills, go to bed, sleep it off and hope for a better day tomorrow. All I can see when I close my eyes are those tiny German flags.

I was having a bad day yesterday. Somebody said something that struck a nerve. I forgive them now. I went into a fantasy and walked the streets of London (figure of speech). I made a fool of myself and than I started a stupid thread like this. What happened to the proud CockneyRebel who showed off his three favourite colours and I don't mean red, white and blue. I had a massive meltdown. I need to make peace with myself again.

I'm going to stop feeling sorry for myself and I'm going to use an avatar that reflects who I really am.