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Yeah because I like to share my sweets me

I wonder what my intrusive thought means when it says: "I must be on a different frequency me"

I've developed agoraphobia and have trouble leaving the house. Even doing things like going to the grocery store has been difficult. Not exactly sure how it developed but think it's just another extension of anxiety combined with depression. I don't think my medication has been helping and am going to have to figure out something else.

I might... Lose a lot of overt stimming altogether.
Because of how much crap to deal with that I'm losing in the process.


I never cared about how I ever appeared while stimming.
I just cared about the lack of unnecessary stressors.

It just happened that... Solving the crap loses the stimming.

In everyone's head, I'm becoming less autistic.

In reality is that I'm still a fully unmasked autistic who became less dysfunctional and less dysregulated.


Just... Way less overwhelmed.
Not even at work.

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Yeah I wish that too

Sorry to hear about your struggle Brian lad

Well ,its not what I expected . People said they would clean up yard and garage that I paid them to do,while I took a break .
For a few weeks , while got to visit a old friend from overseas ..When he came to visit the States . Had to go to another outwest State, It was nice , did not have to mask around him or his Mom ,whom lives in the States . It was so nice.
but could not imagine the treachery . They make my house more of a mess and hid a bunch of stuff in the garage , that I paid to have removed to the trash service. Then they told me they needed more money, while was away. And do I did before I knew it these people I had trusted for years and their friends cost me over 1000 usd . Could not believe these people had been gaslighting me. And was very hurt . And these people now are ignoring my calls and requests for responses through emails. But I had been led on and on for years. I do not understand ,why , especially since am much older now. Had spent years trying to restore my faith in people since the killing of my husband, with the killers being let off. Completely . Claiming that he attacked them in our own house. it was 3 against one . And late husband was non violent. Is there some epidemic of Hate going on..? Am mentally tired of all this

Hope you are able to manage through your situation Brian ....whatever meds you choose or not choose