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Hi, My heart goes out to you...What might help you is to tape record or videotape his actions..Keep it in your room, out of his view...You need validation of what is going on.....Do you have a case manager? At your age, your father needs to respect you for you being you. You should not have to fear this man, he needs serious help now.. Your mom is also in need of help, as she should protect her children, as well as herself. You are in our thoughts..Peace...Please keep us in contact with what is happening, ok? As a mom, there are not enough words to describe the anguish I feel for you, as your parents must defend you, not berate and threaten you..

I did see a counselor, just not the one i was expecting. The very next day my said why we go done to the hospitpal and talk with a doctor(not the as counseling center that was after my first mistake) we got there my mom told the counselers there a pack of lies and was your coming with us or your coming with us[/b] . I was sent to a fricking mental institute. no one believed a word i had to say,
about the knife my being abused my medical history, my bad reaction to all those classess of drugs. nothing. NO Nurse or doctors were ever availbe they never did squat were reallly stupid, listened to nothing you had to say, and if you complained to much they threathend to put you in the (quiet) ie (secure room) ie (prison cell) or just committ you and keep you there forever. I pretty much had to sell my soul to get out that place(not ruling out actually having sold my soul the risperdal depokoate combo really knocked me for a loop and afffect my mind and judgement(why cant i get away from these drugs hated them my whole life)

My health is being jepordized being on ativan depokoate and risperdal my vision is blurred my mind and judgement affected, balance off, head feels like concrete and on top of this i have a fatty liver.

When I was put on risperdal, wich practically put me into a convulsion, so they shot me up with thorazine, where i had spend an entire day in the secure room with two biggest nutbars of all time, i was fainting the whole time blurred, vision diminished thinking, massive head pressure, my eyes make me look stoned.

WHen i came home my aunt started to believe me but then my mother shot her a look say don't believe and that was the end of that

yes i willl be able to meet the right counselor

My question is how do i get off these horrid mind numbing drugs and get free of my parents.
i have the number for as housing

i'm sorry did i wierd any one out? It really happened and things really are horrible for me. It was like being kicked when i was down.

thank you all so much you have been so supportive. i just dont know where to turn. my relatives wont believe me, and the counsloling place meets only once a month. I figured it out, it's about the controll for him. he hates what he cant controll i try to break free and he pulls some kinda of stunt. His life went nowhere so he is stealing mine.

The counseling place didnt work out i went thier and they would not take me. their is another one close by thats an easy drive, but as of yet im still not able to drive. I need to be able get to it without
my parents interference(my father is readily physcially abusive and my mother makes excuses for him)

Being a little distant from the fact it seems not so bad. but thats only because my memory.

You know what set him off. i asked him to move a bottle of vitamins off to side somewhere.