05 Jul 2019, 6:02 am
funeralxempire wrote:
Gallia wrote:
I'd like to add, you're a good writer
Thank you. I know my grammar and vocabulary are better than average, but since I usually just write-out streams-of-consciousness I worry that they're often too prosodic and rambly to be an effective writer.
On the other hand, if I put on an instrumental and start writing to it, I can basically type fast enough my written words amount to a freestyle. (I can't freestyle verbally, although slowly I'm starting to be able to.) If you've ever read through my 'Rate My Bars' thread, or otherwise been harassed by me posting rhymes, that's generally how I write them.
oh my bad, I meant the way you write is engaging... I haven't been harassed by your rhymes yet but feel free
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05 Jul 2019, 6:52 am
Gallia wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
Gallia wrote:
I'd like to add, you're a good writer
Thank you. I know my grammar and vocabulary are better than average, but since I usually just write-out streams-of-consciousness I worry that they're often too prosodic and rambly to be an effective writer.
On the other hand, if I put on an instrumental and start writing to it, I can basically type fast enough my written words amount to a freestyle. (I can't freestyle verbally, although slowly I'm starting to be able to.) If you've ever read through my 'Rate My Bars' thread, or otherwise been harassed by me posting rhymes, that's generally how I write them.
oh my bad, I meant the way you write is engaging... I haven't been harassed by your rhymes yet but feel free
I'm not good at taking compliments, but I sincerely appreciate it.
viewtopic.php?t=371262
That's where I keep most of them, or at least most of the ones I post.
05 Jul 2019, 7:21 am
funeralxempire wrote:
Gallia wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
Gallia wrote:
I'd like to add, you're a good writer
Thank you. I know my grammar and vocabulary are better than average, but since I usually just write-out streams-of-consciousness I worry that they're often too prosodic and rambly to be an effective writer.
On the other hand, if I put on an instrumental and start writing to it, I can basically type fast enough my written words amount to a freestyle. (I can't freestyle verbally, although slowly I'm starting to be able to.) If you've ever read through my 'Rate My Bars' thread, or otherwise been harassed by me posting rhymes, that's generally how I write them.
oh my bad, I meant the way you write is engaging... I haven't been harassed by your rhymes yet but feel free
I'm not good at taking compliments, but I sincerely appreciate it.
viewtopic.php?t=371262
That's where I keep most of them, or at least most of the ones I post.
they are fun
do you rap aswell?
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05 Jul 2019, 7:26 am
Gallia wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
Gallia wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
Gallia wrote:
I'd like to add, you're a good writer
Thank you. I know my grammar and vocabulary are better than average, but since I usually just write-out streams-of-consciousness I worry that they're often too prosodic and rambly to be an effective writer.
On the other hand, if I put on an instrumental and start writing to it, I can basically type fast enough my written words amount to a freestyle. (I can't freestyle verbally, although slowly I'm starting to be able to.) If you've ever read through my 'Rate My Bars' thread, or otherwise been harassed by me posting rhymes, that's generally how I write them.
oh my bad, I meant the way you write is engaging... I haven't been harassed by your rhymes yet but feel free
I'm not good at taking compliments, but I sincerely appreciate it.
viewtopic.php?t=371262
That's where I keep most of them, or at least most of the ones I post.
they are fun
do you rap aswell?Indeed. There's another guy at work with ASD who raps as well.
05 Jul 2019, 9:35 am
05 Jul 2019, 2:32 pm
06 Jul 2019, 9:14 pm
fluffysaurus wrote:
Depression is not always a mental illness, sometimes it is a logical reaction to reality that your life is s**t. Feel free
to express how s**t your life is.
I will never have a family of my own. I will never get to be a parent. I am unlikely to ever be in a position that I
am allowed a pet. I will never be able to chose paint or wallpaper for my home or do what I want with the garden
or not have someone else coming around and inspecting my home and everything in it every six months. I will
always have to spend half my time working as a pretend (acceptable) person and the other half recovering. I will
never get any understanding or guidance with my autism because I look fine, so fine NO ONE has bothered to
read my assessment.
to express how s**t your life is.
I will never have a family of my own. I will never get to be a parent. I am unlikely to ever be in a position that I
am allowed a pet. I will never be able to chose paint or wallpaper for my home or do what I want with the garden
or not have someone else coming around and inspecting my home and everything in it every six months. I will
always have to spend half my time working as a pretend (acceptable) person and the other half recovering. I will
never get any understanding or guidance with my autism because I look fine, so fine NO ONE has bothered to
read my assessment.
My situation is better than yours, but yours is a hell of a lot better than *most* people, speaking globally.
I suspect that isn't much comfort, but it is factual.
While it isn't really a choice whether or not I have children these days, I have never had an interest in procreation.
I enjoy my pets and that pretty much does it for me.
Not being able to have one is a biatch, though.
Some landlords do accept animals if a bond for possible damage is given, over here in any case.
Laws here in Australia are planned to mandate that tenants are entitled to pets, btw.
funeralxempire wrote:
I'm not good at taking compliments, but I sincerely appreciate it.
Hey!
You two!
Get a room!
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06 Jul 2019, 9:30 pm
Pepe wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
I'm not good at taking compliments, but I sincerely appreciate it.
Hey!
You two!
Get a room!
That would defeat the point of exhibitionism.
06 Jul 2019, 9:43 pm
My mom is an emotionally abusive control freak.
The rest of my family does not really care about me.
I'm stuck in another state bored and lonely without the means to buy my own groceries or go places I want to visit.
I'm stuck with a boring tasteless diet eating the same bland s**t every day.
I have bipolar disorder and I'm afraid of snapping one day and ending up in prison or homeless.
I live in a sham of a country where greed, materialism, and narcissism reigns. A blindly patriotic country that waves its annoying little red white and blue flag in everyone's face. A country currently ruled by a fat ugly stupid dictator wannabe with a bad haircut who is f*****g everyone over and his psycho cult of supporters either love the fact that he's a bigot or they completely deny it.
I am unable to move away from this f*****g country even though I REALLY want to! 
My doctors are all idiots and screw me up all the damn time.
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06 Jul 2019, 9:49 pm
TheRevengeofTW1ZTY wrote:
I have bipolar disorder and I'm afraid of snapping one day and ending up in prison or homeless.
I've never heard someone describe this so closely to my own wording.
06 Jul 2019, 9:51 pm
funeralxempire wrote:
TheRevengeofTW1ZTY wrote:
I have bipolar disorder and I'm afraid of snapping one day and ending up in prison or homeless.
I've never heard someone describe this so closely to my own wording.
I have a weird way of doing that on Wrong Planet.
06 Jul 2019, 10:24 pm
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06 Jul 2019, 10:47 pm
Raleigh wrote:
My crap is on a whole other level.
But I'm also very private about my crap so you'll have to use your imagination.
But I'm also very private about my crap so you'll have to use your imagination.
I imagine you've been enslaved by goblins to mine radioactive material, surrounded by clique-y kobolds who have no respect for personal boundaries.
That's horrible to hear man. I hope your story is for kids and not being written by GRRM.
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06 Jul 2019, 10:51 pm
TheRevengeofTW1ZTY wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
TheRevengeofTW1ZTY wrote:
I have bipolar disorder and I'm afraid of snapping one day and ending up in prison or homeless.
I've never heard someone describe this so closely to my own wording.
I have a weird way of doing that on Wrong Planet.
I've tried to articulate this to my mom before, about how depression isn't the worst part of BPD, it's mixed states and mania that are far more potentially harmful. Mania is like having someone randomly start feeding you methamphetamine for days on end in unlimited doses, it would be useful if it was mild and manageable (kinda like stimulants, actually) but because it's too much, too long and too disruptive it's really just dangerous to one's well-being. Combine the way BPD impacts judgment, ASD impacts judgment and the way BPD impacts one's ability to manage ASD symptoms (and vice-versa) and it's kind of like walking around with a large container of nitroglycerine inside of you.
07 Jul 2019, 12:28 am
funeralxempire wrote:
TheRevengeofTW1ZTY wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
TheRevengeofTW1ZTY wrote:
I have bipolar disorder and I'm afraid of snapping one day and ending up in prison or homeless.
I've never heard someone describe this so closely to my own wording.
I have a weird way of doing that on Wrong Planet.
I've tried to articulate this to my mom before, about how depression isn't the worst part of BPD, it's mixed states and mania that are far more potentially harmful. Mania is like having someone randomly start feeding you methamphetamine for days on end in unlimited doses, it would be useful if it was mild and manageable (kinda like stimulants, actually) but because it's too much, too long and too disruptive it's really just dangerous to one's well-being. Combine the way BPD impacts judgment, ASD impacts judgment and the way BPD impacts one's ability to manage ASD symptoms (and vice-versa) and it's kind of like walking around with a large container of nitroglycerine inside of you.
It really does suck having it.
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