The Truman Show
I'm a member of the audience. I tune into the broadcast of your personal life every night on the secret TV channel, the one that focuses on Australians and New Zealanders. Fascinating stuff! You're a bigger star than your realize.
Now, I'm joking around, and I'm not trying to put you down. But I'm skeptical.
I think as Aspies, NTs can tell there is something "off" about us and the hostile ones can openly get aggressive or repressive. But how do you jump to the conclusion that they're all working for a secretive organization and have been instructed to target you? They're not simply being intolerant jerks, but they're actually working and have been given orders to stalk and harass you?
Maybe it's a coping mechanism to try and understand why you feel so out-of-step in the NT world. But the logistics of what you're describing seem pretty incredible.
It isn't about being on the spectrum.
It is about being in the group who are highly susceptible to hypnotic trance induction.
No, you aren't one of the audience.
If you were, you would understand.
I have been living with this atrocity, something which has destroyed any semblance of normality, since I was 4.
I don't need you to believe me.
I don't need your validation.
I made this thread to help others in my position understand what is happening.
I have been on psych meds (starting with Ritalin I think) since 5 or 6.
I think that psychiatry has in the past gone too far...not everyone can live in a mental institution for life.
But...I do have dreams of becoming a psychiatrist (and if this rubs you the wrong way I can not interact with you if you want that) and am in school with the aims of that.
I am interested in knowing what makes you think I have a problem with psychiatrists?
The last one I had was a good one who actually understood what I was talking about.
I am not offended, btw.
I am happy you approached me, rather than the other way around.
As I mentioned in my first post, the gang-stalker's ultimate aim is to push someone into mental illness, thus pushing them onto toxic meds and discrediting them in one go.
"Two birds with one stone" sort of thing.
You might find this thread an interesting read: viewtopic.php?f=8&p=8654536#p8653006
I believe all the meds are toxic to some degree.
For some people, it is worth the cost.
Personally, because I an inclined towards being more cognative, I prefer discussing the situation rather that the drugs approach.
That good psychiatrist I mentioned.
He gave me a lead about the CIA mind-control experimentations.
MK Ultra, etc.
He was my road to recovery, not the toxic drugs.
In the thread I provided, I think there is a video about Derren Brown, the hypnotist.
It actually might be in another thread dedicated to hypnotism I made some time ago, now.
Oh hell, I just Googled and you can watch it now, if you like.
I may not be able to answer everything btw. I am not all knowing, and no one is (and if anyone ever claims to be that’s BS).
I appreciate your offer.
Long time no 'see'. [hug]
When I watched it the first time it made me furious.
The good psychiatrist I spoke about, referred to The Truman Show.
I think he wanted me to embrace Jim Carrey's attitude, at the end.
Needless to say, I declined.
I have been on psych meds (starting with Ritalin I think) since 5 or 6.
I think that psychiatry has in the past gone too far...not everyone can live in a mental institution for life.
But...I do have dreams of becoming a psychiatrist (and if this rubs you the wrong way I can not interact with you if you want that) and am in school with the aims of that.
I am interested in knowing what makes you think I have a problem with psychiatrists?
The last one I had was a good one who actually understood what I was talking about.
I am not offended, btw.
I am happy you approached me, rather than the other way around.
As I mentioned in my first post, the gang-stalker's ultimate aim is to push someone into mental illness, thus pushing them onto toxic meds and discrediting them in one go.
"Two birds with one stone" sort of thing.
You might find this thread an interesting read: viewtopic.php?f=8&p=8654536#p8653006
I believe all the meds are toxic to some degree.
For some people, it is worth the cost.
Personally, because I an inclined towards being more cognative, I prefer discussing the situation rather that the drugs approach.
That good psychiatrist I mentioned.
He gave me a lead about the CIA mind-control experimentations.
MK Ultra, etc.
He was my road to recovery, not the toxic drugs.
In the thread I provided, I think there is a video about Derren Brown, the hypnotist.
It actually might be in another thread dedicated to hypnotism I made some time ago, now.
Oh hell, I just Googled and you can watch it now, if you like.
I may not be able to answer everything btw. I am not all knowing, and no one is (and if anyone ever claims to be that’s BS).
I appreciate your offer.
I do have anger, but after trauma (and especially a traumatic childhood) it’s normal. It’s how you deal with it that matters.
And my opinion about dating other has gone up and down over the years to answer your question. If that is what you are asking about.
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Apparently I am an INTJ-A Personality.
TriPM Score (Taken 05/22/2021):
103 out of 174 points (99th percentile)
ADHD & ASD diagnosis made in childhood.
And I should not have assumed as much as I did...but I did leave the possibility open somewhat that you don’t have a problem with all psychiatrists.
Some people do.
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Apparently I am an INTJ-A Personality.
TriPM Score (Taken 05/22/2021):
103 out of 174 points (99th percentile)
ADHD & ASD diagnosis made in childhood.
Btw, I hope I didn't come across as dismissive. Sorry if I did.
I don't see a point in pretending I believe there really is a Truman-show conspiracy, but I don't see a reason to believe my opinion would matter either. And if you've been living under that reality for so long, then I don't think any medication on earth can change that without lobotomizing you. That stuff can really f**k you up if it's not right for you, I've been there.
Whatever the nature of your tormentors, I hope you can manage to evade them and find yourself free eventually.
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earth is just a tiny ball
I don't see a point in pretending I believe there really is a Truman-show conspiracy, but I don't see a reason to believe my opinion would matter either. And if you've been living under that reality for so long, then I don't think any medication on earth can change that without lobotomizing you. That stuff can really f**k you up if it's not right for you, I've been there.
Whatever the nature of your tormentors, I hope you can manage to evade them and find yourself free eventually.
The worst has been over since I was 49.
But I am still working through the trauma as a result of my experiences.
I have only become properly 'awakened' for about 7 years now and I'm still in the process of engaging in the self-actualisation process that had been seriously stunted until recently, as a result of social intimidation.
This is why I am "bucking the system" so much.
I need to progress through the sequence of psychological events, based on my research into psychological development I learnt decades ago.
The problem is, there are some conservative/pedestrian people who don't understand the reasons why I do what I do.
That isn't a big deal these days.
I don't need you to believe me.
I don't need your validation.
I made this thread to help others in my position understand what is happening.
Please don't get offended, or defensive. Relax.
I'm being both critical AND sincere when I ask you about this stuff. It's not about convincing me for the sake of convincing me, but rather educating me. And being confident enough in yourself to address someone's doubt. You seem rather reasonable and rational elsewhere, please don't bug-out now. I am being sincere in my interest.
Now, in the Truman Show, the main character was an orphan "adopted" by a TV studio and raised in an artificial environment. It was a continuous reality show, where he didn't know it was all fake, but anyone and everyone in his life was an actor/actress and his life was broadcast to the entire world. Billions of people tuned in.
Gangstalking, from what I gather, seems a little different. I don't think the audience is in the billions, or that EVERYONE in a targeted individual's life is an actor. Is that what you're saying? That MOST people you meet and interact with in passing are either stalking you or watching your life being broadcast somewhere? Serious question, I'm trying to learn about it and who stalks and who watches and who gets stalked. And who is oblivious to ALL of it.
Not getting personal, more general:
QUESTIONS, next post:
-- How does someone become a targeted individual?
-- Who are the stalkers?
-- Who is the audience? Unlike the Truman Show, the entire planet isn't watching the life / lives of people oblivious to being stalked. So, I'm guessing it's a narrow audience.
--If someone has been gang-stalked since age 5, and they're now 55, I'd presume the ORIGINAL stalkers have since died or retired. How would a new generation of stalkers be so invested in such an old stalking?
--If/when the T.I. goes crazy, the original perpetrators may be long gone. If someone was targeted as a child, but doesn't go nuts until they're in their 80s, the stalkers from their childhood are long-dead. What's the draw?
--How can a TI distinguish between a stalker and a Regular Joe? If you're out in public, and some guy gives you a funny look, how can you tell that he's part of it? He may just be a random jerk that doesn't know anything about your being stalked. How can you tell who's who?
--You linked to a prior thread. I was interested in how your cameras work. If you notice, I was the last post. I was sincerely interested and you didn't reply. How do you loop? What happens if a new loop starts just when stalking is taking place? If you're camera is only good for 4 hours, what happens if the stalking starts at 4.5 hours? How do you "arm" yourself with recording devices?
--How can I find out if I'm a TI? Maybe I'm like you, but more oblivious. Again, not asking for you to prove yourself to me. Quite the opposite. Asking for you to educate me, and not fall apart if I question things.
Despite being critical, my intentions are noble and this is a sincere questionnaire. I'd like to learn more.
I don't need you to believe me.
I don't need your validation.
I made this thread to help others in my position understand what is happening.
Please don't get offended, or defensive. Relax.
You are totally misreading me.
I am not defensive, but I won't let you misrepresent my mindset.
I have a depth of self-confidence and self-esteem and won't be emotionally derailed by outside influence, in this context.
We generally get on in other discussions, so I view you in a favourable light.
You keep on pushing the idea that I am defensive and that you are worried I may 'bug-out'.
I suggest you stop this line of thinking.
You are taking the analogy too literally.
I am focusing on the concept that people are under constant surveillance and trapped.
QUESTIONS, next post:
Refer to the movie: "Village of the Damned" and "The Manchurian Candidate", also.
They both allude to hypnotic suggestion/induction.
Don't take them literally either.
You do accept the principle of hypnotic trance induction, right?
You are aware of establishment disinformation, right?
Did you watch the video by Derren Brown?
There would be multiple ways of becoming a target of gang-stalking.
My concerns revolve around those who are susceptible to hypnotic trance induction.
There are various levels of susceptibility.
Stage hypnotists 'vet' their audience to find those who are particularly easy to hypnotise.
Refer to the Derren Brown video I posted above.
I read somewhere how 3% of the population are extremely affected.
If someone has been identified as being inordinately influenced by hypnotic induction, they are 'tagged' by their community.
This information is spread around and these people become 'The Audience'.
I wouldn't say I was physically gang-stalked when I was 5, but I was psychologically broken when I was almost 5, at skool.
It was at that time that the psychological abuse, by a German-hating 'racist' female Australian teacher caused my dissociative disorder.
Yes, the old stalkers would have died off.
Once you are tagged as being particularly susceptible to hypnotic suggestion, you will be under surveillance for the rest of your life.
Why is that so hard to understand?
Unenlightened people who are victims of covert hypnotic induction can be badly manipulated.
This is what the establishment fears.
Gang-stalker victims can even be manipulated into turning on other victims of gang-stalking.
My policy generally is to walk away from the harassment.
Targetted Individuals need to keep in mind that they are probably going to be videoed, and if they react badly, this will be shown to people who might be inclined to be sympathetic.
Remember, one of the default tactics by gang-stalkers is to deny their victims support.
People trying to run you off the road is a good indication.
Being followed, even if you drive around in circles, is a good indication you are being followed.
When you park, and they park,
When you move, and they move,
Is also a good indication you are being stalked.
