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Do you possess internal autism/AS type fire?
Yes! as a HFA, they feel it's burning tongue 0%  0%  [ 0 ]
Yes! as a HFA, they feel it's burning tongue 0%  0%  [ 0 ]
Yes! as a HFA, they feel it's burning sex 4%  4%  [ 1 ]
Yes! as a HFA, they feel it's burning sex 4%  4%  [ 1 ]
Yes! as AS they feel either it's burning tongue or sex 8%  8%  [ 2 ]
Yes! as AS they feel either it's burning tongue or sex 8%  8%  [ 2 ]
No! I am completely confused? 21%  21%  [ 5 ]
No! I am completely confused? 21%  21%  [ 5 ]
No! I am partially confused? 13%  13%  [ 3 ]
No! I am partially confused? 13%  13%  [ 3 ]
I don't know? and Ghosty! Get back! you are burning me! 4%  4%  [ 1 ]
I don't know? and Ghosty! Get back! you are burning me! 4%  4%  [ 1 ]
I don't care? and Ghosty! There is your stake! 0%  0%  [ 0 ]
I don't care? and Ghosty! There is your stake! 0%  0%  [ 0 ]
Total votes : 24

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14 Jul 2005, 9:27 am

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My AS-fire is not fire at all. It is water.

Drops in a pool, and levels of liquid, plunging deeper and exploring depths until there is no light left to see. Explorings such depths with a pencil, a paintbrush, a needle and fabric. Pure color pigment and paint.



mmmmm, a very beautiful image Civet!



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14 Jul 2005, 6:57 pm

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My AS-fire is not fire at all. It is water.

Drops in a pool, and levels of liquid, plunging
deeper and exploring depths until there is no
light left to see. Explorings such depths with a
pencil, a paintbrush, a needle and fabric. Pure
color pigment and paint.


Bravo, well spoken and colored in spectrums
of words! BRavO!



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14 Jul 2005, 7:00 pm

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In my family, we just call it “The Look” it is
piercing almost as if gazing into the eyes of
something utterly wild & only temporarily
contained. I have been told that my eyes
turn anywhere from aqua green to piercing
blue depending on my mood. (Alas I’ve noticed
the colors have faded a bit – dulling with age.)


Pyraxis is well familiar with the look I can give!

8O 8O

Fire and passion as one from internal and guiding
spirit that protects! :evil: :evil:

Cool!



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15 Jul 2005, 11:04 pm

"Fire" I suppose is an apt expression of what I can feel. Perhaps there are other way as well: BREATH-TAKING.

Let me explain. I find perfection in creation and various things, like those more rare situations which give me everything I could want for the rest of my life in one moment-- one of those "I could die happy right now" times.

I feel this also after I have created something, generally poetry or art, where I achieve what I want: something out of nothing. Something beautiful. And I could ask no more.

It is in these times when my breath is taken that it is so moving. That is physically how it feels to me, and existential happiness is released into my body. Quite uplifting.

Of course, sadly, this doesn't last. No perfection does because it is just that.

Fire is apt. Breath-taking. The German glueclich: existential happiness. All the more breath-taking because they are short-lived and far, far too perfect.


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15 Jul 2005, 11:39 pm

I'd vote, but...

Huh?


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16 Jul 2005, 1:18 am

You know, the FIRE, dude. The fire. You know, the... uh... fire. Fire.


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16 Jul 2005, 6:03 am

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I'd vote, but...

Huh?
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You know, the FIRE, dude. The fire.
You know, the... uh... fire. Fire.


That is correct, Nayashi! One's deepest sexual, artistic,
or writing expressionistic fire that leaves a wide-eyed
and connectedness beyond normal fire that is autism
driven!



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19 Jul 2005, 11:02 pm

*cries in confusion* Erm... I have a green bubble?


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19 Jul 2005, 11:31 pm

PhoenixKitten wrote:
*cries in confusion* Erm... I have a green bubble?


...trying to remember how you explained it in your LiveJournal posts in Asperger's (I've been lurking there for a while)...

Similar to what we're talking about, I think. It forms your own space, it expands when you're at your best...? Can you explain it more here?



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20 Jul 2005, 12:22 am

pyraxis wrote:
...trying to remember how you explained it in your LiveJournal posts in Asperger's (I've been lurking there for a while)...

Similar to what we're talking about, I think. It forms your own space, it expands when you're at your best...? Can you explain it more here?


:O *points* LiveJournal Lurker!! !

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My bubble is a rather lovely thing, for those of you who don't know, which is everyone. It is bright green and shimmery, and surrounds me completely. On a good day, my bubble contracts so that it sits on my body like an eighth layer of skin. On an edgy day, my bubble expands. Depending on how edgy I am, my bubble ranges from sitting just a few centemetres above my body: a bright green slightly larger me. At this point it still has my shape. However, as my bubble grows, the curves of me even out, until it is literally bubble shaped: all round and smooth. This is where things get tricky. See, my bubble is my personal space, an extension of me. Anyone or anything that gets inside my bubble agitates me. If my bubble is half a metre thick, anyone that swings their arms or legs within half a metre of me is effectually 'touching' me, and I DON'T LIKE IT! This is bad enough when I have a sphere of bright green light encircling me. The real trouble starts when my bubble gets too big for my room. Then the bubble has to take on the shape of my room, rather than a sphere. The result is that my bubble is being squeezed out of it's natural shape, pressed up against walls. It leaks under my door and through the cracks in my window. It strains at the seams and presses into anything that will give.


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20 Jul 2005, 6:54 am

Pheonix I love your description of how I feel every day! I love the poetry of your feelings. 8)



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20 Jul 2005, 9:39 am

Oooh a scompliment! :oops: :lol: Thanks Tere!


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