Things that depress you,

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I think here we call those wankstas or wiggers.
Yeah, those a**holes are annoying, but I focus my hatred on emos and scenesters.
But anyway, how do they make anyone depressed?

^I'm not sure, but I think they're known to cause trouble and beat people up for no good reason.

As for me, it's knowing that I'll never have any good friends who want to stay friends with me forever.

That one pretty much depresses me too.
Another one is a photograph I adore and one of the people in it looks truly happy, I would like to look really happy like that.

Here here! "I wear black on the outside because black is how I feel on the inside. And if I seem a little strange, well, that's because I am..."

The daily grind of working, especially nighttime hours I do not like, but must or I couldn't handle my job at all. People mocking me or being just plain evil still gets to me. Being alone in the world sometimes gets me down. I have difficulty with my awful past too. Age, your past sounds worst than mine, and yet you manage to be more positive than I can muster. Kudos to your strength and survival techniques.

Being around stereotypical NT's in College... when I'm down and people think I'm just being an idiot... when people in my family have a go at me... (that's if other things are bad for me though - it's rather something that depresses further, not starting it off)... being emotionally abused... too many academics... when work seems far too tough for me to manage... lack of hanging out outside of my house... when there's no geeky rpg anime loving friends to talk to... when people insist that we all fall on hard times and that they feel they can relate to me, only to find that they go off on a high self-esteem roll doing fine in life... when I go from super high form to super low form... that last one makes me cry sometimes.

lol GODDAMN I hate these sheeple like chavs and emos...
Emos p*** me off... many of them seem to have very few problems but put on this 'emo' show as if there's anything really wrong with them lol. I find it offensive to people who do have problems lol.

Things that depress me?

A lot of things... But I'm training myself not to get depressed.

But depression makes me depressed. ...That sounded idiotic... What I mean is, when I get depressed, I think about how people don't like it when I get depressed, and then I get upset at myself for making other people upset.

I also have these sudden bursts of depression when I have no clue how I got that way and I desperately want to be happy, so I use up all of my happy thoughts trying to get happy when I know that those thoughts won't help me forever. I really dislike it when I do that.

Sometimes people read my writing and think I'm hurting myself. I'M NOT EMO. Okay? I don't care if I kill the narrator of a first person narrative. It's fiction. I don't want to die. Some of my characters do, but I'm not claiming I'm Irene or I'thi'ee'rai or any other character of mine like that. (End Rant)

Sorry for ranting. I just had to get that off my chest.

Yeah I feel that way too. I take it as a personal insult when I hear emos bitching about how a My Chemical Buttsex song kept them from committing suicide over their extremely trivial little temporary problems.

i get depressed by school. and when OWA isn't on.

Having to hold back my deepest ways when going for something... but a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.

I HATE it when I feel vulnerable. I feel it shouldn't happen to me... but we're unprotected by society so... well what can I do? I think I'm getting into the right things, but there's clearly a huge portion of my past in this life still... moving to a different area would benefit me immensely. This place is just so goddamn depressing. Not the house itself and things but everything surrounding this area... Telford is a ****hole.

Thinking about my very first pet. How I had to watch him slowly die and not being able to do anything about it.