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I guess I should not expect everyone else to be as good at me at that. But basically the main point which you like everyone else misses is they have issues have compassion try not react inapproipately. It also helps me from reacting rashly. I would recomend hugs I love you and I am trying my best.

my mothers issue is being of low intellegence
my fathers issue is that his life went nowhere, lost out on his dream to be pilot, and his life went nowhere, and bounced from one lower management job to the next.

i have independant verifacation,
my brother was in total agreement with me about him when he was high school.
i saw very well what he did to my brother.
his abusive manipulative domineering style at the end right after totaly ignoring his developement
turn him passive agressive.
He gets poor grades in school and is extremely indececivie, and likes to drink and gamble



gwd i wish i could have lived with my grandfather,
he was charming and kind and smart and strong
all the things my dad is not

i was able to compare and my dad came up lacking

my father is actually very weak and cant handle anything

his parenting technique was of not having one, save being berrating me at the very last second.

his listening skills were appalling
he would never put aside what he was doing to talk to me,
he would always condmen what i was say, stepp on my words, never understand what i was saying or even bother, never ask any interested question,
and become loud and sarcastic and hostile if he heard something he did'nt like and storm off

the point now is rectifying my current situation. better to light a candle then curse the darkness
and thats good advice not waste time with them, i just i have put distance between me them, this time for good, as soon as im able, if just was not for my worn out adrenal gland, and the huge amounts of cortisol they dumped on my brain, i would've been free for ever. Another poster had it right if cannot come to a agreement that even remotley satifies your needs you should move on.

the point now is rectifying my current situation. better to light a candle then curse the darkness
and thats good advice not waste time with them, i just i have put distance between me them, this time for good, as soon as im able, if just was not for my worn out adrenal gland, and the huge amounts of cortisol they dumped on my brain, i would've been free for ever. Another poster had it right if cannot come to a agreement that even remotley satifies your needs you should move on.

the point now is rectifying my current situation. better to light a candle then curse the darkness
and thats good advice not waste time with them, i just i have put distance between me them, this time for good, as soon as im able, if just was not for my worn out adrenal gland, and the huge amounts of cortisol they dumped on my brain, i would've been free for ever. Another poster had it right if cannot come to a agreement that even remotley satifies your needs you should move on.

the point now is rectifying my current situation. better to light a candle then curse the darkness
and thats good advice not waste time with them, i just i have put distance between me them, this time for good, as soon as im able, if just was not for my worn out adrenal gland, and the huge amounts of cortisol they dumped on my brain, i would've been free for ever. Another poster had it right if cannot come to a agreement that even remotley satifies your needs you should move on.

the point now is rectifying my current situation. better to light a candle then curse the darkness
and thats good advice not waste time with them, i just i have put distance between me them, this time for good, as soon as im able, if just was not for my worn out adrenal gland, and the huge amounts of cortisol they dumped on my brain, i would've been free for ever. Another poster had it right if cannot come to a agreement that even remotley satifies your needs you should move on.

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Well there you have it fealing sorry for him will help you when he gets mad give him a hug. I love you of some sorts I appologize I am trying my best. I almost cried reading that I bet he could be a better father if he had the room. At least you have one. You want foster care? Yeah I am this sensitive and male and not gay. You know if you act inappropiately in will get madder than the same father who does not have as many issues. You know not to bring it up to him. My mom hates when I do it even though its bound to happen cause she ruined my life. Some times I want to I mean really want kill my mom for a few seconds but then I remember about her issues and it stopes I am calmed to upset and that stops from me acting rashly it reduces my energy then its over. This is no demonstration of her as a mother she is under the influence so to speak just like you father he must still be hurt by such things. My guess depressed thinks he is a faliure and such. These negative thought probably tare him down and when you come in it tares him down more . Have some copassion. Case in point there is always something. Do anything to calm him down apologizes for upsetting him. I doubt he will be mad at you if you hug him or apologize.

You don;t get another set. I bet if one gets sick distancing your self will come to a hault.

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thier was knife involved recently about 15 days ago,
the month before that i was smacked around by my dad,
the week after my brother threw me threw a wall.
that a good start?

or when i came home from college he was back to his old tricks. he we berate and bettile and grab me to point of having nervous breakdown.

or when i was sixteen he slugged me in the gutt for saying something he did't like that did not involve him. the situation was always borderline, until recently,

it was always non stop verbal abuse lots of sarcasm to the point i stayed out the house as much as i could

or how about giving me alchohol when on a bunch of medications just to quite me down