09 Jun 2018, 9:36 pm
. Applying minus the TLPOP just means that the same thing that happened before will happen again - the college will say " f**k off and die, you don't have your transcripts! ". Period. They have not become " magically nicer ". They will be the same as they have always been to me
.I am not asking for help here in finding the TLPOP. I realize that I am an evil bastard for even having asked, this I'd a post Morten. I must never ever ask for help, all you people who had help in applying get it because you deserve it, I do not. Worse than Pol Pot, I know
.There is still no hope in applying to college sans the TLPOP. The admissions-office people will just laugh at my stupidity and sneer, as my application, turn up, good down the commode - whether literally or metaphorically.
If I knew that the TLPOP would be sent to people I applied to - and that would be best ensured by having the TLPOP myself, before I try any application. If I did - But, it is worse than Hitler to ask for help in unearthing the TLPOP. I can never go, not if my walking wounded, scarred zelf would need help to straighten out the TLPOL. Never mind L the to. is I tried, alone or close to it, before and it all blow up in my face
- It happened that way because it was meant to happen that way, the people who had help deserved that help. I am scum .Perhaps I did't make clear enough how I TDIED, and " my wonderful HS Alma mater " didn't send full records in "
but, no. I am SLIME! No f*****g good! Go die!Posting the same exact stuff that has never gotten you anywhere will continue to get you nowhere.
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09 Jun 2018, 9:59 pm
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10 Jun 2018, 10:03 am
...I'm not going to talk about this subject now, I'll talk about something else instead. In my weeks in this motel:
For one, I have spent recent weeks waiting for the question of whether I will have an eye operation to be resolved. The eye doctor has twice delayed the appointment to test me on whether I should have it. He said that if I had it, it would be at the bigger hospital in San Jose. I simply can't much " plan a permanent thing " while this is up in the air! 
These weeks here, I have NOT " generally eaten out " though that seems to be the impression some formed. I've tended to eat in here. I've had a microwave, and now, a small refrigerator. I have tended to get canned-microwavable food from the CVS and Walgreen's' downtown. There are no " normal " supermarkets in downtown SC. There is an expensive upscale " new age supermarket " in the Whole Foods vein. not WF, similar- which I have all but never bought violable food at, they are expensive and I have no cooking equipment whatsoever, I do not even have a can opener - For eating utensils I use plastic giveaways for. various places. I have to places at times just to get out if these four walls and sit down somewhere with WI-fi. I went to the McDonalds near me last night sort of for that reason. Really, as far as household items - This is S temporary place, not a real place - and for household items - Where would you get them these days? There's not many such places in downtown SC 
. I really am pretty crippled and it is hard - and time-consuming - it is for Mr to get around. Nowadays, would at least " the modern- bargain hunting " people buy utensils, say, on Amazon, I guess???
My crippled-ness has rather taken away from me being g able to lie in grass on a nice day. Because - at least for one - I can't really get up without something to push myself against . And, incidentally, I can no longer wear a frame backpack to carry stuff, it makes my back hurt like f**k - so I am limited in how much I can carry.and though the SC bus system is good, if sort of limited, maybe... if I am out late or tired or have something to carry I do, then, take taxis I ride the bus almost every day, please allow me to underline.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
10 Jun 2018, 11:18 am
10 Jun 2018, 12:30 pm
. Applying minus the TLPOP just means that the same thing that happened before will happen again - the college will say " f**k off and die, you don't have your transcripts! ". Period. They have not become " magically nicer ". They will be the same as they have always been to me
.I am not asking for help here in finding the TLPOP. I realize that I am an evil bastard for even having asked, this I'd a post Morten. I must never ever ask for help, all you people who had help in applying get it because you deserve it, I do not. Worse than Pol Pot, I know
.There is still no hope in applying to college sans the TLPOP. The admissions-office people will just laugh at my stupidity and sneer, as my application, turn up, good down the commode - whether literally or metaphorically.
If I knew that the TLPOP would be sent to people I applied to - and that would be best ensured by having the TLPOP myself, before I try any application. If I did - But, it is worse than Hitler to ask for help in unearthing the TLPOP. I can never go, not if my walking wounded, scarred zelf would need help to straighten out the TLPOL. Never mind L the to. is I tried, alone or close to it, before and it all blow up in my face
- It happened that way because it was meant to happen that way, the people who had help deserved that help. I am scum .Perhaps I did't make clear enough how I TDIED, and " my wonderful HS Alma mater " didn't send full records in "
but, no. I am SLIME! No f*****g good! Go die!And if someone did get your transcripts (which they can not do, but anyways) I doubt that would be the end of it. You would be here trying to get people to fill out financial aid forms for you, housing forms for you, class schedule forms for you, the list goes on. I was at "uni" for four years. None of that stuff is fun or easy, and you are expected to do all of it yourself.
10 Jun 2018, 9:59 pm
You mean attending a university isn't a dreamy romantic shangri-la xanadu experience? Like there's lots and lots of very demanding work involved?
11 Jun 2018, 5:56 am
...YOU. HAD. HELP!
You keep coming back here , after saying " I'm not coming back " . Why the f**k don't you stay away if you hate me so much, little boy who had offices is full of people, a general infrastructure, your parents, and things not going wrong, I imagine, in getting into college ! You had that all! DO NOT tell me you did it alone!! !! !! !! ! Just like Trump - Gonna tell me you gave big hands - Huuge! - too 
? Like Anb Richards said about H.W. Bush, you were " born on third base and think you hit a home run "! 
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TLPOP lost, there is no point in applying to any collegr . Applying minus the TLPOP just means that the same thing that happened before will happen again - the college will say " f**k off and die, you don't have your transcripts! ". Period. They have not become " magically nicer ". They will be the same as they have always been to me
.I am not asking for help here in finding the TLPOP. I realize that I am an evil bastard for even having asked, this I'd a post Morten. I must never ever ask for help, all you people who had help in applying get it because you deserve it, I do not. Worse than Pol Pot, I know
.There is still no hope in applying to college sans the TLPOP. The admissions-office people will just laugh at my stupidity and sneer, as my application, turn up, good down the commode - whether literally or metaphorically.
If I knew that the TLPOP would be sent to people I applied to - and that would be best ensured by having the TLPOP myself, before I try any application. If I did - But, it is worse than Hitler to ask for help in unearthing the TLPOP. I can never go, not if my walking wounded, scarred zelf would need help to straighten out the TLPOL. Never mind L the to. is I tried, alone or close to it, before and it all blow up in my face
- It happened that way because it was meant to happen that way, the people who had help deserved that help. I am scum .Perhaps I did't make clear enough how I TDIED, and " my wonderful HS Alma mater " didn't send full records in "
but, no. I am SLIME! No f*****g good! Go die!And if someone did get your transcripts (which they can not do, but anyways) I doubt that would be the end of it. You would be here trying to get people to fill out financial aid forms for you, housing forms for you, class schedule forms for you, the list goes on. I was at "uni" for four years. None of that stuff is fun or easy, and you are expected to do all of it yourself.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
11 Jun 2018, 7:05 am
You keep coming back here
, after saying " I'm not coming back " . Why the f**k don't you stay away if you hate me so much, little boy who had offices is full of people, a general infrastructure, your parents, and things not going wrong, I imagine, in getting into college ! You had that all! DO NOT tell me you did it alone!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Just like Trump - Gonna tell me you gave big hands - Huuge! - too ? Like Anb Richards said about H.W. Bush, you were " born on third base and think you hit a home run "! Oh look the same exact type of post as the zillion other ones just like it going back years in one locked thread after another.
Dude you've gotten tons of mileage out of this circular go nowhere rerun routine of yours. It seems way past time for it to finally be shut down permanently.
11 Jun 2018, 7:45 am
