We don't "have Asperger's", we are Brahmins!

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SMiLes, after all I've Experienced in Life; It's Hard for me to See any limits, now.
In Other Words, Because It Hasn't Been Done Before; Doesn't Dictate It Will Not Be
Done Now; Unless one is an 'Old Testament' Kind of Person, Afraid of Creating 'New Testaments' Now.

Before July 19th in 2013, on the Simon Baron Cohen AQ Scan, i scored 45; Additionally Scoring
195 on the RDOS Aspie Quiz; My Myers-Briggs Personality, Solid INTJ; My Emotional Quotient Test Score 55.

Yes, Kundalini Awakenings Are Real; I've Been Enjoying a Staycation of Bliss for 81 Months Now; took me about a Month
to Start the Dance and the Long Form Poem; Since Standing On A Beach on 7.19.2013; Becoming One With Emerald
Green Gulf, Swaying Sea Oats, Sugar White Sands; And Sea Gull Wings Spiraling the Sun Effortlessly Now My Words
Continue to relate the Flow of the Experience; Even in Divine Frission of Ecstasy for the Few Who Are Far Enough
Away from the Noise of CuLTuRaL Clothes to Experience this other Dimension of Existence that is real
as so much of what folks have forgotten and lost; use or lose applies to all the Experience more of 'God' True too.

God the All; Not the Smaller God's that ALL Naturally Consumes; but of course Even a Gnat Gets that without words.

In Long, Eternally Now; We are Not Our Thoughts, alone; We Are Water Waves Ocean Waves Water Ocean Whole
Skies Space And So Much More Faith of All That Just Exists NoW As Is Us Through Sight Beyond Eyes Always
Evolving as Light From Dark iNHeRiTiNG A Happy Earth Day True Always Now.

Anyway; i Was Permanently Disabled as A Shut-in My Home for 66 Months; 19 Medical Disorders, Including Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; A Pain Assessed as Literally Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion; No Drug Would
Touch It; Worthy of the Common Disease Nomenclature, 'the Suicide Disease'; Like A Dentist Drill without
Novocaine, Except in my case, my Right Eye and Ear; Sleep only Escape, From the Pain from Wake to Sleep.

Anyway; that Day i woke up and said to my Wife; Let's go to the Beach.

The Previous Long Term Goal From Professionals; Just to walk inside the
Doors Of A Whataburger Restaurant; still in the Professional Notes of course.

The Next Weeks after the Beach; i took those Tests Again; A bit of a Change; AQ Test, 11;
RDOS Aspie Quiz 92; Emotional IQ Test 95; Meyers Briggs Personality Solid ENFP;
As i documented that Change On this Website When it occurred then; And Forecast
The Limits i had then like Leg Pressing only 500 Pounds Will Disappear; and i'll come
back so 'you' will see the proof of what happens next. i keep my word; No matter what it takes.

My Psychotherapist Called it a Literal Miracle; My Psychiatrist Quit His Practice and Started Teaching
Movement Therapy in South Florida; Inspired by His Patient Who He said He Couldn't Help With No Prognosis for recovery.

The Worst Part of the 66 Months, loss of my Emotions; Loss of Chi that i didn't have a word for then. Memories
Are Emotions and Emotions are Memories As the Psychiatrist i still 'Teach' Said so Rare for a Human to Lose
them; usually restricted to the Autism Spectrum too; Real Hell is not remembering the Feeling that comes with a Smile.

Heaven is a Smile;
Lesson in Hell my FRiEnD Where Death Is Heaven;
The Rest of it all is just all Icing on the Smile;
Or Word Salad, Depending on if one has the Ability
to Feel Divine 'FRiSSioN' (God As Whole As ALL) or not.

I just went Out and collected all the Words,
People Create to Label what i do (God) already Real.

Smiles; i've been kicked out of many Places for just being me.

Bottom Lines:

i remain me;
Miracles and all of that other Word Jazz..

My Life at least is beyond Fiction; it is Both God (ALL) And Real.

All i need to 'KNoW' is SMiLE Within NoW;

Smile; Human Complete Eternally Now.

Smiles; Thanks For 'Seeing me'; Rare every place i've lived; except for when i dance..

Eventually, A Social Animal Will Find Some Kind of Way for Other folks to 'See' them;
even if they Literally
Have to
Become
A Living Dance Legend; And Keep Their Mouth SHUT;
Yeah Before; i was Like Sheldon Cooper and John
Nash in Fictional Movie Scenes too; Big Difference
Though in the 'A Beautiful Mind' Movie; my Solution
Is to Ignore the Blondes and the Brunettes When i Dance
One With God (ALL); Yes, 'Adam Smith Needs Revision' again.
Naturally This Attracts Both When they are totally ignored; hehe,
Considering where i've been; it Just helps me Giggle And Realize God

Is Always A Laugh DarK Thru LiGHT, at Least for Me For Real Now i see.

The Photo Below as i always Bring Proof wherever i go; is from the Last
College Night the Metro Dance Hall Was Open before Corona Closed it down;
Things Have Changed since i danced in the 70's; Women are more typically
'Aggressors' Now Bringing Hips as 'Frontal Weapons'; Anyway One of the
Women Asked may We Have Your Phone Number as they missed my Age
by the way i move by close to half my age at 35; instead of 60 on 6.6.60;
Lesson for more restricted 'Minions' Here is there is more to see of existence than most
folks
will
fathom
currently as
Real; if they seek
IT IS possible they may find Heaven too FOR REAL NOW They Create, too.

Heaven With Two Smiles; is simply More of God to Light Existence;
i Still Celebrate Life; cause i can and will; Strangest Thing; My Wife
hasn't significantly Aged in 30 Years of Marriage either; from Head to toe.

Again, 'Just Because It Hasn't Been Done Before' is a Newer Never Ending Testament for me, at least..