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Grapevine is the official communication method at home Depot

Yesterday, struggled to stay awake at work. Bed 8pm to 4am, but only successfully slept 9 pm to 1am

Everything is hard

Not just reading writing and rithmetic

Everything is hard

Sleeping is hard

Eating is hard because emotional overeating

Grocery shopping is hard because $$$ and too hard to drag groceries home from grocery store with no car. My sister might make me move to an apartment this year and it might be a good desert

Emotionally fragile

Socially awkward

Sensory overload

Mister redelings

Suspect undiagnosed medical condition

Brain on "off " mode all the time

Dissociated detached disturbed depressed

Zero sum game

Colonoscopy

everything is too loud. esp in public, in confined spaces such as buses and @ work. precious lil "people" talk too loud and too much.

exhausted all the time

no $$$

got no future

Old Man and Old Woman dropped dead five and ten years ago. Always been single. Zero children. (sandwich generation)

work is too far away from home by public transportation

rapidly getting physically weaker, slower, and clumsier. was never that great to begin with. that drastically limits my (already quite bleak) job prospects.

pretty soon, going to be too weak and pathetic to carry groceries home. have to bring wagon to grocery store.

ashamed embarrassed loser

no STEM degree or job

not even a career

not even schoolteacher

wasted my "life"

midlife crisis

unfulfilled potential

dissociated wounded disturbed despondent unresponsive detached edgy uptight hateful scared broke

42 nothing accomplished

dumped by all "friends".

grotesquely misunderstood

ilestomy bag

colostomy bag

colonoscopy

can't concentrate enough to drive a car, but that's a moot point b/c can't afford a car anyways

constantly horrified of getting made redundant

angela W and angela D have had the nerve to be micromanaging me to death and i am afraid they will just blow something grotesquely out of proportion or misunderstand something and then make my worthless corpse redundant. (rolls eyes)

tattletale tom

day laborers

rude customers

almost getting hit by cars

off leash dogs

walkie talkie at work

regret not doing better @ school

bad work history

terrified Home Depot will have the nerve to make my worthless corpse redundant and then end up homeless b/c no other company will make the mistake of hiring me (rolls eyes)

meanwhile annoying lil idiots that can barely string together one grammatically correct statement, such as ASM Smith, end up as Assistant Store Manager. (having sex with the boss)

reptiles feel free to cross examine and micromanage me, but i do not feel comfortable doing vice versa (and i don't).

always overpowered outnumbered outsmarted

"And Resignation was her Crony".

no hope

helpless

bad communication @ home depot

no union

not enough $$$ to live off

hate being financially dependent on sister

afraid of ending up homeless

annoying alberto

judgmental precious lil "people" bothering me

colostomy bag

idiots from san diego not apologizing for refusing to call me "he" instead of "she"

every waking moment since the front end supervisor had the nerve to bark @ me, "up hill and down dale", feb 2025, felt like vomiting, crying, screaming, and urinating in pants

Everything feels so surreal like I am not in the solar system

Paranoid of getting a heart attack or something

This amount of exhausted could not be healthy, normal or natural

Afraid to tell doctor about exhaustion because she might refuse to sign the work form

It's the whole system. Home depot should have required a "lifting test" at the job interview and tell applicants to lift the one hundred pound litterbox onto the table.

Disorganized

Maybe I will get a stroke or something

Craving chocolate, even though have not eaten chocolate since 2022. Delicious food just makes me even weaker

Even though you haven't had it yet, maybe you could try eating a bit of chocolate every second or third day, to lessen the guilt you feel.

Today I just ate an extra four servings of food.

About 400 calories

Emotional overeating

Safeway black pepper Swiss cheese artisan bread tasted good

Cheddar

Lentil salad

Being exhausted makes me want to gorge out of control

Today ate slowly and savored every bite

Not gourmet but good enough

42 years old and nothing accomplished

Midlife crisis

Nothing to do except sit around waiting to get made redundant or whatever

Nothing I do is good enough anyways so why bother trying

Mister redelings

Structural engineering

Spoiled upper middle class brat

Aikido

Warren

Dena

Kayla b***h

Tattle tale tom

Angela d and Angela w

Old man and old woman

Day laborers

Rude customer and employees

Toffee

Chocolate please

Cookies

Indulge

Overpowered outnumbered outsmarted

I've been wounded

The point of no return

Second chance

Too late

No future

Misunderstood

Exhausted all options

Tabasco sauce

Nachos

Lasagna

Chili

Pizza

Calzone

Enchiladas

Lasagna

Tacos

Frosting

Cake

Granola

Raisin nut bran

Rice krispie treat

Chocolate chip cookies

Ice cream

Cheddar jalapeno bread

Sweet and sour soup

Egg tart

Law mie gie

Fried noodles

Chicken nuggets

Fried rice

Fried chicken

French fries

Hash browns

French toast

Apple pie

Gorging out of control

Binge food

Emotional overeating

Indulge

Fat sugar salt

Empty calories

Comfort food

Bugles

White chocolate macadamia nut clif bar

Chocolate

I want chocolate

i don't know how to cook.

restaurants $$$ and not healthy and too far away.

cravings gone haywire

sugar salt fat

chocolate

indulge

love

When I make the slightest movement it takes way too much energy

Exhausted all the time and only 42. Won't be able to work much longer

Have to drastically improve my diet

I don't understand how precious lil "people" eat much worse diets than me and still work two full time "standing up" jobs and they are older and fatter or thinner than me

McDonald's
Burger King
Food cart
Panda Express
Wing stop

Guadalajara
Ca pizza kitchen
Cains chicken

No allergies that I know of

I am just so unadaptable about eating and everything else

Maybe try easing back into chocolate rather than quitting completely.

get a grip

uptight and edgy and scared all the time

exhausted all the time

nobody will ever love me.

constantly outnumbered overpowered outsmarted

misunderstood

wanna go running straight into the arms of a bear claw

Thanks to orange megalo nobody will be able to eat chocolate anymore. Although I refuse to believe the American made variety can even be scientifically called chocolate. I guess they can get away with calling it chocolate as as long as they don't call it "high quality", "good", or, "doesn't taste like vomit".

My mum gave me low sugar caramel-filled chocolate eggs for Easter. I said to her that it was really thoughtful. I tried one of the eggs when everyone was having dessert. A lot nicer than I thought it would be.

Next time we shop online, I'll look for low sugar chocolate because my mum bought the eggs from the same place we shop.

Granola

Cereal

Sushi

Fried chicken and fries and fried rice

Ice cream

Buffet