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I'm thinking that being a gen x is like being a gen zed but without the pressure

Polly put the kettle on
Polly put the kettle on
Polly put the kettle on
We'll all have tea

I was at work today.

My body is being weird, as usual the cycle is messing with it. To a point I ended up falling asleep.

Except I'm faaaaaaar from annoyed.

Still made too many mistakes.
Difference is that... There's no guilt, there's no internal fights, there's no frustration.

Even at the later part of the day where I accidentally broke one of my boss' very needed stuff within this week.

Instead of subtle nervousness, fleeing like thoughts and feelings... No thoughts of cutting corners, and definately no spiralling.

There was nothing. Only admission. Only alternatives of what must be done. Only thoughts of questions to lead into a solution.




I don't feel like exploding.
Well, I just... Don't feel like ever exploding.

Yes, I'm stimulated. Overstimulated.
But it's more in line with arousal and activation in stress than something cyclical.

Let alone an unnecessary emotional detour to nowhere.



Normally, I'd be spending half a day of salary worth of snacking.

Instead I just spent... Nothing.
I just walked another hour long from work to home and ate dinner.

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I really dislike the song by The Source/Candi Staton - You Got The Love, because in the radio edit version the middle of the song is just eerie non-descript sort of music playing that sounds like background music from a Playstation 1 game from the 90s.

I have a gambling problem. I won't be going back to the casino. I don't think I should be playing Dice Dreams either. I need to find something to take that games place. A music app of sorts.

Strange.

Normally, at this weather and at this amount of workload, I would've fallen sick in stress.

Yet I'm not feeling the usual, around rainy season symptoms that makes me too prone to cold.


Huh...

Does this mean that crap is mostly in my head, mostly just stress and overwhelm, then?

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How can I watch a YouTube video of a verruca being treated without a doctor reaction? I hate these reactions, I really don't want to see someone in the corner of the screen making stupid noises, why has this become a common thing on YouTube now?

I've reached and completed the Berlin Kingdom in Dice Dreams, started building the following kingdom and deleted the app. Now Berlin can never be destroyed. I've also downloaded a virtual accordion onto my phone so I can pretend to learn to play the accordion.

Sometimes I wonder if Scotty eventually found out
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Another side effect: No headaches.

Not at any point in time.
Usually I have headaches. Particularly mild and ongoing on the background. It has many sources.


But then again...
... There was no overthinking either.
There's no tension whatsoever.

Despite that there's still lingering fancyisms, bits of reenactment of recollection of whatever story of any media, and the nonstop shuffling music in my head.

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Why do wooden climbing-frames keep being replaced with mental climbing-frames? When I was a kid the parks were full of wooden apparatus and it was a lot more comfortable to climb even when it was wet. The metal ones seem more dangerous I think, especially when it's damp. Strange how in a world of health and safety where kids are being wrapped in cotton wool the climbing-frames have actually become more lethal.

I think they were made out of scaffolding when I was a kid

I wonder how things would change if I could put words to my feelings

Tempted to evoke someone to ask a question of "Who the f-- starts a conversation like that??"

Because I'm feeling rather bored and maybe a bit sugar high while being in a now 2 hour long meeting.

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Heck it's warm