Fairfield's Bitching and Whining Thread

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I'd offer to touch you but considering our age difference that might seem inappropriate.
Sending hugs regardless.

People around your age at work touch me all the time, so it's OK I think. lol

*hugs back*

People keep teasing me because I've gained weight and I feel gross and want to restrict really badly.

Have you tried the rubber band trick? Put a rubber band around your wrist and stretch it and let it snap on the underside of your wrist , it will give you a good sting and may help with intrusive thoughts.

Good luck rewiring. I wish I never said anything tbh, last thing I wanted to do was make things worse.

I have the urge to rejoin a forum I haven't used since I was 17 which is a completely terrible idea for multiple reasons and will serve no other purpose than to trigger the f**k out of me yet I still have this urge </3 why the hell

I like your thread, it reminds me sometimes it is ok to b***h and wine a little bit, life can be hard and sometimes you just have to get it out somehow.

That said don't want to derail too much but I am kinda disgruntled because well I am sick of my job and want to move on to something different. But in my current living situation it would not be a good idea to quit before getting a new job lined up. So I have still been doing my best at the current job but also the physical demands are a bit too much, like idk I thought I'd get used to that over time but it still just takes so much out of me and well I have never been very physically strong plus i have some genetic abnormality or something that effects my muscles they are just not sure how exactly or what the extent is. When I was around 7 they thought it could be some type of muscular dystrophy but ruled that out later. But in my experience of living seems like my muscles work but it seems like its difficult to strenghten them at all so yeah idk if the genetic condition makes it harder for me to develop muscle or if I am just lazy, and don't get enough exercise or a bit of both.

Sometimes I want to get back on facebook forums to tell some a**hole men there that bullied me as a 17 year old girl, that in spite of my 'aspergers' I have a long term relationship and they dont, and also what the f**k is wrong with them like 'we have to do everything to make sure this girl who is interested in metal feel like s**t about it and gets turned away' well it didn't work I'm still a metalhead at heart even though I cannot nessisarily say I mostly listen to metal anymore since I listen to so many other sorts of music as well. But yeah in the past they had forums with catagories and I tried posting in the metal section which unfortunately was filled with a few trolls who'd just be a**holes to you when you were just trying to discuss metal music with people.

Facebook forums don't exist anymore, and probably for the best because interacting again with those asses would just be bad for my mental health. So luckily if I am tempted to, I can't because those forums don't even exist now.

I'm dissociating and want to go to bed but I'm not at my own house so I don't think I can manage to

Keep your fluids up at least.

Try a drop of soup if you can manage it. It's easy on the stomach and full of goodness and it keeps you full for longer. You don't need bread with it either.

I got aggressively accused of having a conversation and planning to do something stupid that didn't even f*****g happen nor did I plan to do that. I'm actually offended and really f*****g angry still. I'm not even really talking to my aunt because I'm so tired of her BS.