Malsane wrote:
So back to the American track:
I am a mongrel. In America, or at least, in Iowa, mixed marriages are very very rare, especially with a black woman and white man. I am the offspring of such a marriage. Mom is Jamaican, Dad's family is Canadian. I have Jamaican, American, Canadian, Iroquois, Arawak, Scottish, English, Welsh, and Irish blood. And that's just going back about 6 generations. If I go back further, there's much more. So a blood religion doesn't really make sense to a mutt like myself.
I can't say I observe the 'old ways.' I forge my own path. I have rejected my Christian upbringing, and am much closer to my mother's syncretic religion than Dad's Presbyterianism. I call myself pagan because I don't know what else to call myself. I think we need to really define our terms. What do we mean by paganism, shamanism, mysticism, animism, and such?
I do not honor (read practice) the ways of my ancestors, as my recent ancestors have all been Christian. As I follow my own path, I suppose I don't really do anything like my ancestors, recent or distant. Is it really important to do as our ancestors did? I love researching the old ideas, especially those practiced by my ancestors, but I think it is more valuable to investigate the world yourself. Learn about the old religions, and choose for yourself.
Feel who you are in your heart

it's really good that you FOLLOW YOUR OWN PATH, there are very few people who can say this. But if what your ancestors did is close to you, then why not doing it too?
Learn about the old religions, and choose for yourself. - good words, I wish some of those who talked too much here would learn them. Because it seems that it's more important for them to say the more words they can in a moment. Thank you all who supported me and took part in discussion in a friendly way. We've just been trying to spend time in an interesting conversation.
Signing off now.