What is the worst thing you have ever done??????

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The wooyay question of the day - what is the worst thing you have ever done?

Go on.... get it off your chest. we can compare war wound stories.

I secretly did something bad on purpose against people that were actually friends

I have no idea what was wrong with me!

I did it not at all to hurt them, I just did it because I wanted to do it, it's so stupid!

I'm not going to tell what I did though, I'm way too ashamed.

Quit quite a good and easy job at a food packing plant I had for no reason atall. The money was okay, the people were quite friendly, it wasn't too far away from me, (i could cycle in and get some exercise (which I liked).
I regret it to this day

After a summer of verbal abuse from my parents, about my Accent, I've told all the stuck-up students in my Grade 7 Music Class that our Cockney Music Teacher was Gay, because he didn't have a Wife and he froze up around the Female Teachers. I've also did it, because my Parents have taught me the importance of Low Self Esteem, a few months earlier.

I'm not sure what the 'worst' thing I've ever done was. There's a few bad things that I'm not proud of.

* Running away from home several times between the ages of 11 and 15. A couple of times I walked 5 miles in the middle of the night by myself when I was 13 or 14.

* Destroying things when I would have a "spaz" or a meltdown. Things I've destroyed - clocks, flooring, windows, paintings, duvets, lots and lots of crockery... Too many things to count. I don't do that anymore, THANKFULLY. I seem to have gained at least a small amount of control on my temper.

* Saying terribly hurtful things, to my mother and especially my partner. Also usually done when spazzing (see above).

* Quitting SO many different things that I've started (jobs, courses etc) and wasting all the money spent on them.

* Spending my £2,700 childhood bonds money on eBay (this one is awful, I'm so ashamed )

I'm sure there's more :\ I haven't exactly been a great person... but I'm trying to change that.

*Lied to my friend for 10 straight months about liking Sonic, out of fear he'd see me differently

* Stole a GBA SP from a friend's house when I almost lost mine (I'm ever so ashamed of this )

*Picked a fight with several bullies rather than just telling someone

That is not neccessarily a bad thing,it's just another way of dealing with things,sometimes the only way to deal with that is to fight back,to show them it won't be tolerated.

Oh wait, did I mention they were asking me to get off after I'd got them down, and damn near killed them when I physced?

I have a TERRIBLE Temper, almosty pshycotic *Spelling*

I may make a lot of excuses for it, but I still took ruthless advantage of someone for money over a ten-year period. Now I have so much to atone for that I am sick to death over the thought of it and it actually makes it harder to do anything about it. I feel like if I were a rich person I would find people who are like this and grant them money to get out of these debts and repair the damage, just because it is so awful. Even the guilt is a disservice to the person the money and favors are owed to, because it helps destroy the ability to repay. I wish I could get rich and help people so that they can relax and take their time to pay back and give back, and for crying out loud, don't destroy themselves because others helped them. They were helped because someone wanted them to survive and prosper. They and I need to do that because that is the reason that we were given the help.

The way I treated my brother. Another girl and I used to throw sand in his eyes, hold him by the arms and force him to step in dog crap, make promises to him and then deliberately break them, that kind of thing. I was 7 or 8. I like to think I didn't understand what I was doing, but I should have known better.

Also later on his presence became a trigger for my sensory issues, and when I freaked from it I would do things like jump on him out of the blue and pin him in an attempt to force him to stop doing things. One of the triggers was him picking his nose and eating it, so I would hold him down and force him to do it in front of me in an attempt to desensitize myself. Plus I would constantly attack him for it verbally, make fun of him in front of his friends, try to get my parents on my side... basically I used anything I could get my hands on. I kept that stuff up till I was 15.

I'm probably never going to tell my parents about being on the spectrum but someday when I think I can do it without freaking out, I'm hoping to tell him, and apologize, so he at least knows that I don't hate him and in fact want him to be happy.

I'm a good boy therefore I haven't done any not-so-good-boy things. Ur heard.

I attacked a bully at school after years of simply taking the abuse, I fought him to the ground and then kept on hitting him. It was in the middle of a class so the teacher stopped it and threw me out. But it's not the worst thing I've done. It's probably one of the best. To this day, 25 years afterwards, I'm still sort of proud I did it.

I would think this is exactly the kind of topic that should be in Members Only Discussion.

Anyway, I've done a few things in my life that are probably at least as bad as things other people have mentioned here previously, and I'm ashamed of what I've done. I had every excuse then: Around and around in my head it goes, where the excuse stops twisting nobody knows! It's not stuff I'd like to repeat or even remember.

There are so many things i've done as a child and several when i'm older that I am ashamed of, and feel bad about.

I ripped one of my sisters toys legs off and hid it in the garage after she insulted one of my toys. (i'm not really ashamed of that though because she pissed me off into doing it)

I was mean about this girl when I was 12 because she smelt and always looked dirty. I let her get me back when I was 13 though so we would be even.

I've stolen a couple of small things when I was a kid which I fully regret, and would never steal again.

Worst- I have a rather fast car that I used to be really into. (My "interest" at the time). I did a ton of illegal drag racing. More than a few times I ran from the cops, running reds, turning my lights off while driving 90 mph+ and lots of other really stupid things that could have killed somebody. I still can't believe I was that much of an idiot. Never got caught, always got just lucky enough until I grew some brains.

Bad- Around the same time, I accidentally burned about 50 acres of a wheatfield shooting off very illegal fireworks. Instead of shooting into the air, one fell off the launcher and fired off right into the field. It started a small fire, which became larger than I could ever hope to put out within about 10 seconds. I ran from that too.

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