i want back inside my head

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I was put some wrong prescription drugs and it killed my mind. my thoughts memories, feelings instincts intuition likes dislikes habits sense time and purpose all finito. my day consists of watching dust accumulate. Its just the four walls and nothing else. anywhere i go there i am, being here is the same as there. im totally devoid of concepts i cant read for crud cant remember anything that happens 10 minutes ago and i cant learn anything, i dont feel, nothing is enjoyable. i used have this great mind. nothing, ugh the stupid stuff people say is starting to sound good when i hear it. i cant think what i want.

s**t man, thats awful, I'm sorry you've had to go through this. What were the drugs that you were wrongly administered?

Risperdon? sounds very much like what it did to me. but after 3 1/2 years off it things are starting to come back maby they will for you. maby you should start trying things doing things difrent things if you can get a reaction from your self thats a start even if your first reaction is one of dislike. dont kno how to help with the memeary tho mine is still FUBAR

hyperion, it sounds to me like you need to get off those meds as of yesterday. If you can, I recommend going to Dr. Peter Breggin's site (http://www.breggin.com) and find some advice on how to wean yourself off these drugs. Any drug that makes you not feel like yourself is not a medicine.
I was hospitalized once and I was taking an antidepressant, so the admitting psych tripled the dosage. My feelings at that time were about the same as yours now: I didn't feel like myself, my brain seemed to be wrapped in cotton. I didn't like that feeling at all.
I hope you can work this out--my thoughts are with you.

uhm all all of them i think. zyprexa, zoloft topomax, geodon seroquel, lithium?(nicotine, my brothers lamoid friends thought giving me chewing tobacco was a giant laugh), another one whos name i dont remember like zyprexa but activating rather than sedating, several at once. did i also mention nightmares involuntary muscle movements, gaining
50 pounds, heat intolerance, heart palpitations high cholesteral, fatty liver(still going) and being keeled over drooling.

oh yeah it killed my self controll i hate tobacco

That's complete BS. Whoever administered those drugs should have their license taken away... plain and simple. I use to take Prozac, and at the time I thought if fueled my depression... but that turned out not to be the case. Wish you lots of luck through your very difficult times.

hate to whine further, my parents are worthless, they thought giving me alchohol while on this stuff and in this condition was a great idea.

ugh 3 1/2 years the decade will be over by then. then again it seems to have a been a rather worthless decade from what i can gather.