I know that you do not know me well (it's apparent that I don't even know me very well) but please give an educated answer based on the information I give you about myself.
I will soon be ending my High School career and am having more an more problems with deciding what the hell to do with my life. Its has come down to two choices: Artist or Astrophysicist.
Pardon what will seem to be bragging on my part: I am a talented artist - I draw and paint an awful lot. I am known in my High School for my artistic abilities, and a teacher even remarked that I may be the best painter in the school. I would, without a doubt, be able to easily get accepted and given a scholarship to go to an art school to study painting. It is most certainly a passion of mine, and I desperately need a scholarship, as I am quite poor.
But! In my free time I study Physics and Astrophysics, downloading college lectures on the subject and reading Steven Hawking's and Carl Sagan's work. I love science Fiction, and Mathematics (Even though I've failed about 3 Math courses during High school). I have even dabbled in the realm of constructing my own Mathematical theories. Since I was a child I would look into the stars and get this extremely eerie feeling, it felt so much like a calling - I think I had this feeling that I would someday dedicate my life to studying space. I also have a high IQ and enjoy philosophy and abstract thoughts.
Yet, I am very torn about whether to pursue Painting as a major or Astrophysics. I can spend hours dedicated to both, and both make me very happy. If I do study Astrophysics, I will still be able to paint and sell paintings, but my work would never be able to be pushed the level that it could be with formal education. If I study painting, I wouldn't be able to pursue a career in Astrophysics, really. I think that if I make good money as an Astrophysicist, I could possibly go back to school and study painting, so I could have both degrees.
Based on all this lengthy (Sorry about that) information, what area of study, in your opinion, would best suit me?
Also, Money is NOT an issue - I do not care which pays better, because I intend on living my life on as little money as possible, because I hate money