Ok, I'm a big nature person. I spent every summer day as a kid alone in the woods, pretending I was an animal, or hanging out with cats, finding fruit, or catching frogs. I don't remember being too aware of other people, unless they were pretending with me, then it was rarely, and usually only one close friend.
I still adore nature, and animals. I'm perfectly content spending hours wandering silently, just observing stuff in the natural world. I actually dislike other people being with me during this time, and usually run off to explore on my own a bit. (a fellow silent wanderer would be nice I imagine). I communicate and handle animals well. They virtually always like me.
I am very good at identifying species, and particularly love reptiles. I'm great at finding them at catching them. My ears are super-tuned to animal movement, and my eyes too. The whole situation is great, if your ears pick up every slight sound, and your eyes do the same with small movements. Those are aspie traits, right?
And ok, this is slightly embarrassing, and I've never really admitted it, but I have what seems to be a predator instinct. XD I don't know how to make that sound more normal.
Any time I see a small creature, the first thought is to spring for it. If it's a bird or mammal, I get the impulse to kill it, after catching it. I have to stop myself a lot. Pigeons on the street= chase. XD I'm SO weird.
My dad's pet bird's feather smell actually has made me hungry. If I didn't feel sympathy for it, or my dad's liking it, I wouldn't mind killing it by biting it, and then making a little sandwich meat.
And fishing is awesome for the same hunting thing. Catching with hands is better. Killing something, as a food item, without a gun or tools is a really great feeling.
And as if that's weird enough, I DREAM about hunting animals with my hands/mouth.
I don't think I'm cruel. I feel bad if it's ever actually killed. Not so much if it's food and I don't like the species. So I don't act on these impulses unless it's for food, is a major pest animal, or if it's catch and release. Really it's just stuff you can eat, or will feed to something.
Ok, so now I'm probably so weird you won't like me as much. But I've been wondering if I'm the only one like that. :/ It's weird. Sometimes I wish I could just become a wolf anamagus and get it over with. Is it an aspie thing? To feel more in touch with animals, and belonging in nature? Or am I just a freaky animal-girl? 