There are moments I have a couple times during the week, sometimes days, where I just walk around the house, back and forth, as if there is something I must get off my chest. I pace myself repeatedly for 10-30 minutes, thinking out loud, having second thoughts, question myself, and so forth. It mainly happens during the nigh time and feel some form of internal pressure. So much is on my mind when in this state and who knows what might happened once I calm down. Could be some way to release anxiety without causing attention?
There is a lot going on in my head and all these voices I create that can get hectic. Some of those inaudible voices can collaborate and drive me insane. Subjects range from the future, finding a job, dating, staying connected with friends/acquaintances, too many to list. Not only just pacing around, but I sweat for no reason. I get this way usually during night time also. There's nothing scary going on around me. The room I'm in is not blazing hot.
Anyone else feel this way at times?
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09 Jul 2010, 6:07 pm
