I can't take it anymore

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I have been the lowest I have ever been in the past year. I can not take this anymore. I have been on medicine, I have changed my diet and tried supplements. I have no more hope. I am in this deep dark pit and can not get out. I feel like noone understands me even others who have aspergers like I am. I do not know what else to do. I am upset. I want to live but living like this is not going to work. I fail at everything I do. I make friends then they just walk away. I explain all of my behavior and everythign quirkie and such. I do not know what else to do. I want friends when alot of aspies do not want friends and do not give a darn about it. Help guys seriously help I can not handle it.

This kind of drained mood is something I have felt recently at times too.
I have been somewhat depressed.
I feel lonely in mood and desolate.
I can be a friend of yours if you wish.
You have my support, unitedprayr.
I truly hope you feel much, much better soon. *Huuuuug*
You will at least feel better sometime soon.
I wish good feelings to you. ^^

I'm here if I can help. I've been following your posts...you just broke up with your boyfriend? So sorry.

that was awhile ago. I am so much happier without him though. It happen 3 months ago

It jut seems like nothing is ever going to get better. It is horrible.

It jut seems like nothing is ever going to get better. It is horrible.

I'm sorry about your break up. Time heals all wounds.

i am way older than most of you. when born, the term autism didn't exist, much less a.s. my mother was manic-depressive and allowed my grandmother to take care of me. but.....she had schizophrenia and would tie me into a chair for days and pick imaginary bugs off my body. my father was a very intelligent man who enjoyed tormenting me in every way he could. why? who knows- he hated his life and took it out on me, i suppose. no teacher at school would help me, usually i would find myself outside the classroom because i had trouble coping with the other students. joined the military at 17 but the torment from other guys was hard to take. left at 21 and found solace in working in a laboratory. the thing that stopped me from killing myself was intense physical exercise. i became a marathoner, a bicycle racer and a free climber. wow, what a difference insane aerobic activity makes. i started traveling and visited every continent except antarctica. then---everything came to an end when i was run over by a drunk driver and literally murdered. after years of hard work i was able to walk and ride a bike again and started helping out in animal shelters when a 'no good deed goes unpunished' moment led to a car crash where i broke my neck and other things. why tell you this? get out of your head. somebody has had it worse than you have. lost your boyfriend? lost your girlfriend? f..k, no human has ever loved me. depressed? i wrote the book. start running till you drop. ride a bike till you fall over. climb every building you see. you can't believe how much this can help. get a dog or cat. save a life and be loved. volunteer. you have to do this or you will drown. i know mom and dad told you you were special....but you're not. we're all in this crap together and alone. i wrote a book about my experiences. it's called 'loser'. don't let it become your book

Does anyone seriously care? Why does noone ever respond but 8 to 10 people

I feel the exact same way. Been feeling this way for over 2 years now and it gets worse every day.