Any clue?
I'm just bored of may things already... the food I eat, the "waiting forever for a public van to arrive", the tolerance of the news & crisis, the contorlling mom, etc.... bored and sick
AVATAR and Up in the air were the only movies that I watch for now, and I go to college, Mon, Tues, Thurs & Friday, sick of what to order for food while I'm not hungary. Seriously bored of it, bored of a lot of the lecture classes, bored of being slower paced than my friend(in terms of learning speed), bored of "being unusual"
I at times wanted to harm myself, I sometimes look at the high sections at the buildings in the campus, imagining myself standing at the edge. Or the campus pond, despite being too shallow to really drown.
I was sick of it, being tied to the ground, unfree. I felt imprisoned in a cramped room, with no windows or ventillation.... 