Have i aliented everyone?

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Have i aliented everyone? im sorry if have

Haven't alienated me. But then I didn't really know you to begin with

The things that make me angry are pretty specific. Depression, and the expression of it is not one of them.


People getting nasty at you would be what would fill me with rage. You don't need that. How is it going to help anything? How could it do anything but make things worse? How could you even think that it could?

Neither have I.

You haven't alienated me. I was just worried about you when you were feeling bad. Are you starting to feel a little better?

No, you haven't alienated me either. I've responded to quite a few of your threads and tried to help the best that I could. We talked about weaning slowly off of your medications but then you mentioned that you went off 'cold turkey'. I answered your PM about the two conditions that you thought the medications may have caused, they are both very uncommon and I'm 99% sure that you don't have either, let alone both. I think that you are reading some information on the internet and misdiagnosing yourself. I truly feel that you need a good psychiatrist to help you, I work with quite a few and I promise you that their goal in life is not to put everyone on drugs. Every time they write a prescription, they are putting themselves at risk for lawsuits. But you think that they are all idiots, so much for that idea. I don't have any other advice that I can think of to give to you, just hang in there because I think that these effects are temporary. I hope it continues to get better for you. Keep us posted.

I am seeing an alternative doctor who gonna help me get off

I didnt mean they were of low intellignence but rather that they do no tests and prescribe dangerous
drugs for diseases that dont exist. the only chemical imbalance is caused by the drugs no cured by them. the action of these drugs is inspecific they work the same on any one regardless of wether tehy are ill or not. the toxicity index and the therapuetic idnex are the same in other words tehy work by being toxic.
please tell me i can get the old me back


actually uhm the reverse is true if they dont right a prescription they become liable for the actions of any person who they say

AN emotion is a disease. a behavioor is not a disease a thought is not disease a personality trait is not a disease.
Drugging someone to change their personality mood or thoughts is immoral

Well, I'm glad that you have it all figured out and that you are getting the help that you need. As long as you're happy with your doctor and getting healthy, that's the most important thing. Good luck.

Good luck. Please let us know how it works out with your new doctor.

My parents are plotting against me and im as rational as ever. of course on a plotting scale of 1-10
10 being plotting assiasiantion, and one being i tommorow i just get rid of him tommorow if
feel like it its probaly a one. though in my current physical/mental state 1 would have the same basic physical/ mental effect as 10 . Im going on vacation soon and its a real possibliity they just might force me off at some instition once im in the car. That is a real possiblity. It was mentioned in conversation just not that way. not a whole lot of my mind works right now but im still not stupid. money is a issue and they been taking everything i have wether or not it was properly spent and they just might decide thats its moneies gone so is he.
Im no longer capable of knowing if some is being sincere with me or not
Though i have to go on past experience. AFter all they screwed once twice why not a third time.
When i came home from college they literally salviated at the idea of drugging me up. They also have strange idea i took this stuff voluntarily, my thinking was dissocitiociating and i was not able to think things out i didnt know what i was signing or what i was being given, their was this strang lack of informend consent. I was being pressured like you wouldnt believe and had all sorts of manipulative pysological tricks thrown at me. they controlled the enviroment and werhe i being taken. I got desperate as heck after like 8 months and gave in and it got me high as kite. euphoric and zombie-like to be specific. It didnt help me think one wit just temporarly made the hurt go away until it started to kill my mind. The stuff made saying no impossible.
I was only informed several months after the fact as to the exact nature of the drug.
Before hand i was only given vague assurations of how safe it was never mind what it was.
Here are the induspatable facts when i first came home my father was back to his old tricks
grabbing me shouting insulting me thowing sarcasm at me making incindary remarks everything he could to possible cause me break down(this was lifelong habit of his).
Hes quite an ignorant person not that hes of low intellegence or uneducatied wich hes not but rather that anything hes doesnt like to hear will get vile reaction out him his face will purse up and he storm out or just stick his nose in the air and tense up. When i was fourteen he snuck up on me and tried to forcibly shove drugs down my throat(it was ritalin) so you see the penchant is there. never mind its a dangerous amphetamine wich mimics the effect of cocaine. He would say stuff like well senators are on or his friends friend was on wich i instintivly flet but didnt have the words at the time was well if those people jeorpardised their health why would i do that also the stuff was investigated by congress. i guees that would be the example of him being ignorant

I hope things work out for you.

Yeah looking back i see how that last one looks. Is there anyway to reverse benzoazpiene withdrawal

Stories like these make me want to buy up some land and set up a shelter of some sort.

Heck, maybe even set up an entire Autistic Spectrum community. That'll get some attention.

And as an added bonus, I bet it would enrage the curebies to no end (I can dream can't I?)

Xun, start a topic about it.