Hallucinations and irrational fears?

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I have high functioning Asperger's Syndrome, but am beginning to wonder if I'm also experiencing symptoms from other disorders. Specifically, I'm not sure whether or not a pattern of visuals I've had for a proportion of my life could be counted as hallucinations, and if so, whether there is anything I can do about it.

Mostly, it's nothing that I actually see. Something I see dark shapes, that look like small animals about the size of a cat, running across the floor out of the corner of my eye. I also think I see large fly sized shapes either flying in the air or crawling on walls but there isn't anything when I look more closely.

Also, and this is the part that I don't actually see, sometimes when I look in mirrors, I'm convinced there's somebody behind me. Or I might be brushing my teeth and not looking in the mirror and something tells me that when I look, it won't be my face, but somebody else's, or horribly disfigured in some way. When I'm on my own and about to go through a door, I sometimes feel that there'll be somebody behind it, and have to distract myself by humming or reading through text on my phone to stop being terrified. I get frightening thoughts about people being in my room at night in the dark, and sometimes have to check my reflection just to make sure that nothing's happened to my face.

Is this typical of AS sufferers, or something more?

I've had phobias of weird things ever since early childhood.

fleeting images out of the visual periphery are a temporal lobe phenomenon. there are some meds which make this worse.

Thank you to everybody who replied to this. I'm sure I read somewhere (maybe on here, actually) that some people with AS do seem to display symptoms from delusion or thought disorders. I'm not sure whether or not it's true, but it seems to make sense. I still half believe that people can read my thoughts and therefore try very hard not to think anything that I don't want anybody to hear. But I don't consider it to be a problem because it doesn't rule my life, at least not to the same extent as a lot of my AS issues, but I do think it's interesting if it's linked to Asperger's...

The worry I get about people looking at me in the mirror or people attacking me in the night, that worries me more, but it tends to come and go in phases.

I have always had weird visual issues. I sometimes see this dark blob thing pacing around my bed at night, I used to see a dog sitting there, shadow people on walls... but I see static in the dark and I can trip out on it and it becomes faces or things if I focus on it. I see purple and yellow dots as well . I also have sleep problems where I get stuck in that place before sleep and see things and I have sleep paralysis issues where I see and feel things. I also see dark in waves that flash over me and it gets darker and darker at night.

I know what you mean about the mirror thing as well. I have seen people behind me who are not there. I have snakes and if I focus on the glass I can sometimes see people who are not there in the glass. Reflective surfaces mess with me if I let them. I get the whole out of the corner of my eye crap as well. From where I sit there is always someone lurking near my coat rack or right out of sight half behind the door into my living room that vanishes when I look at it. I have been like this for a long time so it really does not bother me unless I see something new.

On a funny note, I was sitting on the couch awhile ago and saw something running across a pillow on my lap. I figured it was not real, but it was real. It was a big, fat spider and I proceeded to freak out and throw the pillow and then I had to track the thing down and put it outside because it looked like if it would bite me I would need to go see a doc about it. Now I hate it when stuff like that happens.

There is a thing called optical migraines, very common around here, or more so then other people I have talked with in other places. They come in flavors, so to speak, shapes. Worth looking into, Vitamin E fixed mine, low dose, very low.

They can be scary if you don't know what they are and scary if you do. Painless and freakin predictable in my case. Good ol Vitamin E knocked mine down.