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15 Dec 2010, 12:44 am

this is becoming a more and more frequent thought. Im not happy, Im having trouble feeling anything but hurt or discusted. And noone is helping me.


brighten my day guuys.



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15 Dec 2010, 12:46 am

There is always youtube.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flMYR_qeyNc[/youtube]


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15 Dec 2010, 12:48 am

Have you searched around for a therapist that might suit you?


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15 Dec 2010, 12:51 am

This music video might help you. I just found it in my emotion studies (Warn & Fuzzy Manifestations).

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oCCnxBos10&feature=branded[/youtube]



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15 Dec 2010, 2:16 am

ci wrote:
This music video might help you. I just found it in my emotion studies (Warn & Fuzzy Manifestations).

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-oCCnxBos10&feature=branded[/youtube]


I have a big problem with this song.

Every time they say, "Hold my hand" I keep hearing "Hold my hair". :oops:

Op: I know what its like to feel hurt and disgust everyday. You feel like your movements are sluggish and you don't want to get out of the bed. But I think the only advice I can give is find something to motivate even though you're down.
I haven't completed all my goals and these grand goals and ideas I have keep me motivated to keep moving.



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15 Dec 2010, 7:34 am

That's the way that I felt the first week of October, last year. I spent a week at my parents place hoping for support and reassurance and all that I ever got was verbal abuse and put downs. I should have spent that week in the hospital, instead.


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15 Dec 2010, 1:11 pm

CockneyRebel wrote:
That's the way that I felt the first week of October, last year. I spent a week at my parents place hoping for support and reassurance and all that I ever got was verbal abuse and put downs. I should have spent that week in the hospital, instead.

Psychiatry ward? Trust me you do not want to go there even as voluntary, if you go as voluntary they immediatly slap you with lies to make you stay. Ive seen it happen to 4 people.



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15 Dec 2010, 5:39 pm

Sometimes those thoughts of wanting to kill yourself are in fact a way of protecting yourself from what is really hurting inside. It's like "hey, there is always a way out from this" - but it isn't really a way out, it's just like opening a window in a dark and oppressive room. Walk up to the window, take a peek, and then carefully close it. Turn around and have another look at the room. Can you see us all in there with you? Yep - you are not alone. The room isn't dark, there are people who care all around you, shining for you.



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15 Dec 2010, 6:07 pm

MXH wrote:
CockneyRebel wrote:
That's the way that I felt the first week of October, last year. I spent a week at my parents place hoping for support and reassurance and all that I ever got was verbal abuse and put downs. I should have spent that week in the hospital, instead.

Psychiatry ward? Trust me you do not want to go there even as voluntary, if you go as voluntary they immediatly slap you with lies to make you stay. Ive seen it happen to 4 people.


Agreed. In August I didn't tell anyone what I was thinking about doing for fear of being put there. I figure I'll either make it or I won't but I'm not going to a psych ward.

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15 Dec 2010, 7:44 pm

FlickBishop wrote:
Sometimes those thoughts of wanting to kill yourself are in fact a way of protecting yourself from what is really hurting inside. It's like "hey, there is always a way out from this" - but it isn't really a way out, it's just like opening a window in a dark and oppressive room. Walk up to the window, take a peek, and then carefully close it. Turn around and have another look at the room. Can you see us all in there with you? Yep - you are not alone. The room isn't dark, there are people who care all around you, shining for you.

I know you meant for this to be nice but it made no sense whatsoever.



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16 Dec 2010, 2:37 am

thanks guys.

back to programminz now :)



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16 Dec 2010, 2:37 am

thanks guys.

back to programminz now :)