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Tuesday and Wednesday were uneventful

Tuesday felt like gorging

"Protein pack", sprouts, expensive

Chicken, eggs , carrot, hummus

Only ate the first two

Delicious

Today went to PetSmart

Flyer said hiring event week

"Miscommunication"

Took bus all the way there

Someone told me that the hiring manager wasn't coming until Friday

For all I know, the hiring manager was in the bathroom and the woman that told me that, was mistaken, "lying", speaking figuretively, or exaggerating

But thank Buddha bus going back was convenient


Felt silent and invisible


Jargon

Mumbo jumbo

Fe fi fo fum

Fun and exciting

Pepper jack cheese

Greek yogurt

Delicious s**t

Cheap

Hiring event next Wednesday at Honda

Stress eating

Post traumatic stress disorder

Penis keeps offering

Penis has a new girlfriend

She acted so innocent when she kicked me out of the bathroom


That b***h could use the one in the restaurant

Farce

"Infinite jest"


Double standards


Etchiverri wrote me an email Thursday

Don't know if I will answer

Pressure to take Wellbutrin

Sometimes it is better not to answer


Besides etchiverri is not even my Dr anymore

i hope medicare is still existing when my time comes for it. i hope even more that it is expanded to the whole populace. i can dream in any case.

How often I have no idea what an OP is talking about.
I have to read replies to see if I can figure it out.

I have my first competition with my new equestrian team this weekend

I got my flu shot today. I've been getting it for the past few years now, and I don't seem to be any more autistic that I was before.

In fact, if what the antivaxxers say was true, I shouldn't be able to use the potty, dress myself or chew and swallow my own food without assistance by now.

But did you get the flu? (I hope not).

Yesterday ate six extra servings

Tranquilizer

Flying monkey

Dr Butler

Suspect brain damage

MRI, but insurance won't pay

Felt heavy and bad today

Nothing good or bad happened

That is a good thing

Mumbo jumbo

The penis barked at me about the phone

Whatever

What did you expect?

My blood pressure is up but my pulse rate is low. Strange!

why does the shot have to hurt so much?

Etchiverri emailed me last Thursday to pressure me to take Wellbutrin

But disclaimer said, "seizure"

Etchiverri told me that the psychiatrist said that the current dose is below seizure threshold

But everyone has a different seizure threshold

Everyones seizure threshold is constantly changing

You can't measure the seizure threshold, without $$$$. Please do not try, s**t


Etchiverri acts like she earns commission

Quote the PubMed article



She could have misunderstood or misheard the psychiatrists statements

Like the game "telephone"

Selective hearing

She said only bulimics have electrolyte imbalance

But you have to say, which one

Desperate for something new, but a seizure?

Driver license revoked

Side effects

Boundary

Cost benefit analysis

"Life" is not a Nintendo game

"You don't get a second chance"


Song lyrics

The solar system is a torture chamber, not a playground


It was weird Dr Butler asked me if I wanted a man or woman. And she pressured me

Wtf?


But Dr etchiverri is not my Dr anymore

So if I answer the email, that's just reminding her , about Wellbutrin

Even if I were to have written the world's most persuasive email, that is not as great as , not emailing



Nothing to do yesterday


Lied on back

Played with phone


Ate

Most people bore me.

They wake up, go to work, come home, watch TV or if it's Friday or Saturday go to the pub, have a weekend 'off' where they go shopping to the supermarket & go to the match. Their opinions come from daytime TV.

They are born, go to school, have a bit of time in life where they get drunk, meet a girl, settle down, get married, have kids, have grandkids.

Why? They might as well all be AI robots. Never when I talk to them do I actually hear either depth or originality.

Differences are:

People who are disabled
Aspies
Artists
People who work for themselves
People who are LGBT
People who go to uni for long enough & study humanities which opens up another side of the world to them so they're more conscious of the world and its possibilities
People like my parents with an age gap or something
First and second generation immigrants who've seen another country
People who have been unemployed a long time
People who were ill in their youth
People who are so unusual I can't imagine them right now

But that's not most people. Most people are tedious. As individuals they wouldn't be. It's just the same cycle of a person trotted out over and over again like on a factory production line. And honestly? Yeah I do find it hard to have empathy with someone when they're that much like everyone else and that boring. Social media makes most people seem tedious.