Was I this angry?

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Great, I didn't know what the heck just happened but as far as I know, I decided to look back into my old posts because I was trying to find something and then I found a thread of me getting frustrated... The scariest thing is, having to read it and realising that I was actually an angry person who came across as someone who needed help.

Nowadays, I don't even get angry anymore.

But I do remember not feeling accepted and occasionally feeling like crap tbh and trying to find myself and who I am.
Without this certain member, I don't even get so angry anymore and I find it hard nowadays to get angry to the point I just don't get angry.

I feel so proud yet regretful and wants to apologise to any member who I've felt I've attacked directly/indirectly in the past.

i think it gave your character another dimension. at first, i thought of you like a floppy eared dog who always was happy and kind of shallow.

but when i read your posts that were seemingly uncharacteristic of you i thought "wow. he is more real than i thought"

your original image (in my mind) was of unalterable affability, and i wondered sometimes if there was nothing else to you. but i now see there is a thinking and discriminating aspect to you and i now read more carefully what you write as a result.

Everybody gets angry sometimes. It's human nature.

A lot of rejection I encountered as a young woman and still now is more racial than anything else. My bi-raciality was always looked at first before I had EVEN a chance to screw things up with my aspergers. People don't admit it because they know it's seen as wrong but they FEEL it. A person can't deny what they really feel. "If you're hated and you know it, clap your hands!"