I'm bad at introductions. You can call me "bugs" or whatever you want to, I guess...
I'm "NT" (which I'm guessing either means neurotypical or Not-tistic). I have never been tested for autism nor formally diagnosed with any sort of disorder, however I display some characteristics. I'm extremely sensitive to sounds-especially in crowded settings-and I've self-diagnosed myself with tinnitus and musical ear syndrome. Only three trusted friends know this about me.
My grandfather also displayed some of the same symptoms.
I think the whole world has a plan, sheet music for exactly what's supposed to happen at each moment in time. It drives me crazy when people chatter incessantly and ignore the rhythm. Everything has a beat to it, not just music. I tap my feet or my fingers to organize the noise into a rhythm that makes sense. I always thought I was just fidgety.
I'm an introvert who is very good at being an exrovert. I have very good social skills, but they're all self-taught. I can do parties and I can do them well, but being around too many people leaves me drained and mentally fatigued. I prefer being with a single trusted person, or on occasion a very small group.
As a young child, I preferred to live in my own imagination, pretty anti-social--I was held back a year because I wouldn't talk to any of the kids in my kindergarten class.
I've learned how to enjoy converstion, but I can't stand fabricated interest or conversation for conversations sake. If there's nothing to say, just enjoy the silence.
I joined this website simply out of interest.