Bloodheart wrote:
I find it hard - for me as much as I may enjoy reading it is still always going to be thought of in my mind as 'doing nothing' so it's the same as with sleeping (my mind also sees sleeping as 'doing nothing'), I'm always busy finding other things to do and being hyper-focused on them, I find it very difficult to stop doing anything else, setting time aside, and getting myself into the mind-set to be able to read.
THEN you have issues such as sensory issues or OCD creeping in - if I was to try to sit and read right now I would be distracted by little sounds from the cats moving, light will be too strong, I'd be bothered by the silence, I'd think of a million other things to do or my brain will start chattering (like it does when you try to get to sleep, you're mind won't just settle itself) or I'll read a line in the book then my mind will start having a discussion with itself about whatever I've just read, then I'd have compulsions to close the door, straighten the books on my shelf, I'd get itchy so that would distract me and so on....
I've only ever really been able to read when at work - where I'm still doing something, but get the odd quiet times when I can sit and shift the focus onto reading - any other time I'd struggle. It's easier when it's something you really want to read, and the more often you read the easier it is for you to get into reading too.
You just described me right there in the bold. XD I don't have OCD but I do know what its like with HFA/AS. It's a real problem when I want to read so bad but even my eyes can catch something... even if its the lights flashing from my TV or my parents shadows reflecting the wall in the hallway... my eyes catch all. x.x I get distracted so easily... its not even funny.
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Diagnosed with an autistic disorder (Not AS but mild to moderate classic Autism), ADHD, Learning Disability, intellectual disability and severe anxiety (part of the autism); iPad user; written expressionist; emotionally-sensitive