While I've never been formally tested, it was once proposed to me that I might be gifted, and from then on I always assumed that I was. I had a natural flair for the sciences and english, but very little else, mathematics being one of the poorer areas in my set of skills.
At one point in high school, I managed to score 98% on a science exam - the highest in the class - with only a previous night's worth of study for an hour or two before bed, while also ditching school on a routine basis with very little interest in education. To compound my confusion at my success in this test, I was also not very fond of science and hated the very thought of the Periodic Table. Very un-Aspie of me, I know.
Come time for diagnosis a number of years later, I'm told that I need to take an IQ test, the results of which revealed me to be painfully average. While it was discovered that I had a freakish affinity for language-based intelligence and some ability in other areas, that was it!
What the hell happened to my so-called "giftedness"? My psychologist was very impressed by my linguistic skills, but I was totally underwhelmed by my performance. I felt that I should've placed somewhere in the 120-130 bracket, but it seemed that I was only deluding myself. Annoyingly, I'm constantly being informed of how intelligent I am by total strangers, making me feel like an utter fraud.
Wherever I go, it's like I carry the average IQ label with me in all that I do, and being told that I am "intelligent" only makes it worse, because it isn't true, at least not as I perceive true intelligence to be. Maybe I shouldn't be bothered by a mere number, but it really irks me that my intelligence fails to match my ambition, which towers beyond it in all conceivable ways.
I now have no idea where life will take me, and my dreams of being a script writer have dulled in light of this information, as it seems that were I to take the plunge I'd merely be punching above my weight.
Thanks, OP, for bringing up some painful memories. 
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