SteveK wrote:
Maybe I shouldn't say this, but this site has REALLY opened my eyes.
Blackcat,
If you spoke as you type, and even had problems as you mentioned earlier, and I happened across you, I wouldn't have thought any less of you. Even if I didn't have some of the same problems, and never met anyone with a drawl, or that spoke fast, or that stuttered, I would probably STILL not look down on you, etc... HECK, I would probably even think it was kind of cute to a degree. The way you spoke about your mother not giving your hoody back, etc... There is just something about that. I don't know whether it is nostalic, or what.
You have to realize that as depressed as I get sometimes, some simple things can make me feel nice. Just a couple days ago, it was the slinky song. I SWEAR, with what went trough my head, I must have heard it as a baby! It WAS first marketed about 18 years before I was born, so that is possible. I also earlier heard the Feeling Groovy (59th St. Bridge Song) song recently , and that brought back some memories, and was nice. THAT was surprising, EVEN though the most prominent memory was waiting for my mother to buy shoes! YIKES! I DID usually have puzzles, etc... though.
If you constantly repeated commercials out of context, etc.... and I didn't know you, I might have. NOW, I guess I'll have to assume less. The same goes for self mutilation, and the really wild stims.
You should hear one persons story(I asked in private, so I won't post it here). He makes it sound like he was one of the ones I would have tried to avoid, and would have had a hard time trying to talk to, but now he seems articulate, and one I might like to talk to! GO FIGURE!
OH WELL! The first sony Vaio and HP computer I saw looked like worthless JUNK, and now they are among the best. I may even have simply seen ones that were overly abused. I guess people are the same way.
Griff IS right though! It IS a listed AS trait. I sometimes FELT like doing that, and sometimes did it in my head. I'm just talking about vocalizing at length, like raymond in the rainman movie.
Hopefully, nobody was offended. In a way, I mean it as a compliment!
Steve
none taken...everyone knows its slinky,its slii-keeey!(havent heard that since i was 4 so that may be wrong...i usta not understand what ppl said so good. i was all"huh?" alot.)couldnt resist
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