Hey,
If I knew, I'd apologize with honesty. If I knew, I'd give you the words that'd make you comfortable in the face of past debris. If I knew, I'd give you the truth to remove any despondency. If I knew, I'd do what you'd want of me. If I knew, I'd give you what you want of me. If I knew, I'd help you. If I knew, I'd know.
I don't know.
L&C, regardless if I never see you again,
D