AspieOtaku wrote:
I feel like the only way to have and maintain a relationship is to keep my AS/HFA a secret and put on my NT facade because 9 out of 10 they will respond ...oh I had no idea or you hide it so well then they walk away or dump me shortly after with the its not you its me speech.
You can't keep up a façade with a long term partner. They will notice, and at some point it will cause issues and misunderstandings in your relationship. If you hide it from them - eventually your façade will slip - you simply cannot keep it up 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. When they find out that you were acting all along like an NT, but aren't actually like that - they will go "This is not what I signed up for" and leave anyway.
Most guys with AS that I know, they put up the NT façade long enough to get a woman interested, but then slip up or drop the act once they think that they "have" her and then once a woman figures out that it is all a façade, they leave.
Personally I think you are better off being up front about it from the beginning - if it's the right woman, they are going to use that knowledge to develop understanding, empathy and compassion in order to deepen your relationship,, right from the beginning. The ones who are going to leave if you tell them aren't worth it anyway.
All the women get mad at me for not asking questions about them and talking about my hobbies to them.