Murderface wrote:
compiledkernel wrote:
It does for me.
It doesnt matter how many times I say it in my head, over and over, but when I speak it emotionally, when it comes out of my mouth its wrong, it hurts someone or it has a negative impact, or because of another interpretation I screw it up, when communicating it back. And those I care about get hurt because of it. And I cant deal with how it makes me feel. It brings me way down, and I cant recover from it very well.
And people get hurt by it.
How does anyone deal with this?
I guess can I moderator move this to The Haven, I think it really belongs there over there.
Sorry. Not paying good attention. Im a little diverted at the moment.
All the time. Maybe ask them what did I say wrong?
I know what I said wrong, Im finding it increasingly difficult to communicate it a way they understand.
And they were deeply hurt by what I said.
Which was not my intended desire.
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