I am here blowing off some steam because right now am upset about work today and have no one else to talk to that understands, I work at a hospital in Environmental Services which is a professional type term for housekeeping, right now I have had so many writeups on file about performance, there are times to where I get wrote up for the most smallest things that people will blow way overboard and out of proportion.
First of all I think the reasons I have so many problems is my interpersonal skills and communication with people I have a very hard time, today the department I work in had a huddle that lasted a lot longer then what it should have, because the huddle lasted way more longer I had to do some critical thinking and try and plan my work in a different way to get things done, all of a sudden the assistant manager comes up to me and didn't like the fact that I was doing my work differently, he is a big guy and was right there in my face and had a really mad look on his face that I wasn't doing my job the way he wanted it done, I go through this bullying so many times where people are either yelling at me or in my face about things, its happens my whole entire life either school or work and its getting to the point where I have had my limit on the bullying, tomorrow I will probably be called in the main managers office with another writeup and I can say its something that has been blown way out of proportion, its to the point where if I ever did get fired I am keeping a log and this is the very last job I work, I am considering on going on SSDI because of I have a hard time with jobs.
13 Dec 2013, 2:59 am
