Do you feel like you've been exiled?

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It's how I feel, as if I have been exiled or shunned. Like I have to live among foreigners and anyone who ever really knew me or loved me is far away.

I heard from some old friends, and it was amazing how it warmed me and made me feel human again. I want to feel that way all the time. But no one is there for me.

I have felt like this.

Always.

This is why I believe in the Stalwartness of Nature. The mountains never go away, the sea never goes away, the forest never goes away. People do.

I don't feel very welcome around my own family.

Always, always, always have felt like that. It makes me want to leave this world very badly at times. But I would never abandon my children. So...onward, whatever lies ahead.

I hide from my parents and the rest of my family. My parents, I feel as though I'm a freak of the family, and with my famly, they push for too much right wing finance than I can handle, so much so that it tends to write when we have family gatherings ("We can settle that lease on Thursday!" )

I either hide on the Internet or go to friends or siblings for help.

I don't feel exiled, because I don't feel I was ever in my own land to begin with.

Yes I do feel exiled. I don't feel close to people around me in any way, not even my family. They talk about things I totally don't care about and look so relaxed and happy, I always feel anxious. It's like I'm from another planet .

Exiled, disconnected, disassociated...

Whatever the correct word or words might be: Yes, most definitely.