i am looking for a girlfriend
You really shouldn't be sharing so much information about yourself, and others online - names and location.
Apart from that, if you continue to watch girls as you have been doing,me specially such young girls, you are going to find youself in very serious trouble. More trouble than you've already found youself in.
I take it that your parents are aware of what you've been doing? What do they say about it? Do you have a counsellor or therapist you can discuss your relationship issues with?
A 15 year old approaching a 10 year old? They probably assumed you were a pedophile.
Watching young girls or girls that are in their yard or house window makes you look more like a creep.
If you're doing it to minors you'll get into serious trouble, like possible prison time. You should instead find a hobby, maybe you'll find a girl that way obsessing over not having a girlfriend is not healthy.
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It seems like you might have a sexual attraction to young girls. Maybe you should go to therapy before you end up acting on it. Already, you are crossing inappropriate boundaries. I understand that it also could be that it's not sexual and you just relate to younger people, but you keep saying girlfriend. You don't want your life to turn into one big tragedy and you certainly don't want to turn young girls' lives into a tragedy. If you talk to a therapist about this, he can't tell anyone unless you tell him are going to act on it (at least in the US, are the laws there similar)?