17 Apr 2019, 12:02 am
17 Apr 2019, 9:22 am
When you go on a walk with a dog and are reminded of how the only real reason this is done is for the animal to not excrete or urinate indoors..
...>:( >xI and the f---g tremendous risk!, you take in having wait (with a 'baggy' in hand) of the constipated creature to excrete on a person's lawn and you cursing the creature for the d---n poor choice in doing it at that location and you risking your head to not wind up arguing with a jacka--.
Ew. Robodogs can't come soon enough. Hope it wasn't too stinky.
hmm..how heartened I feel when someone responds to me..___
I forget which one I would be quoting nor do I feel energized to seek out a proper citation. I find him really annoying and despite the good intentionality of a 'Toronto immigrant offspring trying to reflect his community' vibe that he tries to go for (apparent soon-to-be Seth Meyers replacement Lilly Singh does it only a bit better), it increasingly comes off to me as 'quasi-non-endogamous bro culture representative of a minority representing 'working class' inferiority complex'.
The sort of thing that I you try to avoid/ saw as a major final cause of an education/learning system which wasn't suppose to l:< fail you, as apparently ppl ~60 years before you thought and the sort of thing (humour, the sense of humour) which you don't think is going to age well or at least would think wouldn't age well depending on how politics et al develop.
Mexie. Female Toronto Caucasian Canadian whose videos are nicely thorough in discussing theoretical politics.
JJ Mccullough. Leftist in her speaking. Former(?) Vancouverite resident Caucasian Canadian only ~5 yrs older than me and can still pull off meaningful videos about Canadian history and current politics though that density isn't as much his 'meat and potatoes' as it is for Mexie. He is also apparently a conservative and gay.
https://youtu.be/dpYRZdw0UpA?t=46
THOSE. The more often than not non-frivolity of meaningful videos about domestic issues coming from ppl in my age demographic..I can't help but think that if someone in a minority were churning out stuff like Mexie or JJ aside from the criticism of espousing 'victim politics' ('it's a given' you can expect by Youtube commenters, Caucasian or not), they would be relatively shrugged off by ppl like Jasmeet who see the validity but barely really tap into that sort of intellectual effort b/c 'bro culture' or the culture from elementary or high school or post-secondary social circles is more familiar and enticing to espouse even though you realize it's the sort of thing you wouldn't wish anyone to struggle with. Anyone to continue struggling with.
To his credit the video where he explains his experience at a factory was great for not taking for granted, the stuff I grew up avoiding/fearing from what pains and demeaning I heard from my parents whilst showing the realities of non-'Canadian niceness'/mildness.
17 Apr 2019, 5:31 pm
But sometimes when I'm having a pyjama day, I like to hear the birds singing or the rain pouring or other natural noises like that, but all I hear all day long is her moving about above me.
Obviously she's unaware that she's making all this noise, but we don't like to tell her because that might make her feel restricted to move about or do anything in her own home, and we'll feel guilty. But it's just annoying that we have to live underneath a rather eccentric person who has no carpets and constantly walks around all day and even night (I think she's an insomniac). She lives on her own and I never see people going round there.
Sucky
I would buy her a lovely pair of soft slippers in a beautiful colour, wrap them in a bow and leave them outside her door after pressing the bell. Maybe she'd take the subtle hint.
17 Apr 2019, 5:34 pm
18 Apr 2019, 10:48 am
Sometimes I do wonder if I do scare people or drive them away unintentionally... 
And why is that?
I already long accepted facts of people misunderstanding things about me, both good and bad, but...
While I'm just too busy with other matters if not overwhelmed, and I might as well did willingly turn unto apathy when it comes to impressions. By simply letting these people take those misunderstandings and without justification or explanation for my words or actions -- for things as is, regardless of my intentions, wrong means wrong and mistakes as intentional.
Of course this doesn't make me strong nor mature. It's no different from the imbalance of defensiveness or having too many excuses.
On another matter;
Yeah... Why can I not be balanced? It's another thing for me to be really disappointed at.
What exactly robbed me of the chance if not anything that would make it last? What exactly made efforts futile? Even with all the motivations and willpower asserted, even with all possible angles studied, even if I brought my own pride down...
If it boils down to something biological, then it'll be very disappointing. It's like my own life cheated me, instead of the harsher world like many had been dealing with.
If it's just my head, then I'm missing something. I would need help -- if only others would understand which is never guaranteed. I already tried this, and it's been disappointing me all over again.
If it's just all chance, then changes it'll pass itself. No more, no less.
If none of these then... What the heck am I doing?
18 Apr 2019, 11:26 am
19 Apr 2019, 1:27 pm
Software support program reminder
Hmm..this might be 'late coming' but I like the way you rant 'la_fenkis'.
19 Apr 2019, 1:50 pm
20 Apr 2019, 8:08 am
20 Apr 2019, 3:13 pm
USFWS is a copulating joke 
22 Apr 2019, 4:48 pm
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