tourettebassist wrote:
Benzodiazapines. Prozac and the like are anti-depressants. Benzos are specific to anxiety and include Xanax and vallium. I use clonazapam, a time release benzo. I still take citalopram for depression, which doesn't dampen my sex drive like other anti-deps
Well revelation time....no wonder I couldn't tolerate the clonazapam, I was prescribed it under the impression it was fast acting. So I'd take it not get enough relief soon enough, and take more and then before I knew it I was fiending over the crap having to refill my prescription at an alarming rate...kind of suprised the doctor didn't schedule me in for an ASAP mandatory check up it took me really over-doing it one night while drinking and feeling so bad about what an a** I made of myself I checked myself into the E.R and from there psychiatric ward where I was taken off of it. Since than I finally got a prescription of valium which does act quicker whilst leaving the system slower which makes for a smoother 'come down' and have had no issues with the valium. I mean this is why I won't try such drugs as meth or heroin...because the quick fix that wears off quick and even a bit rough seems the perfect recipe for me to develop substance abuse issues with a substance.
Speaking of that history though..it is surprising they even let me try the valium, but I explained to the psychiatrist I genuinely wanted help and was more or less past my substance abuse days as I had recognized it as an attempt at self medicating which didn't always turn out well...but was still sort of working on the habit of drinking to cope which I've not done that in a long time kinda had it with that after I made an a** of myself at a concert I had been dying to go to for months due to getting drunk, losing a couple things in the crowd and getting all worked up about it. I was a bitter at the venue and ranted to a few people about how much I hate that venue and it sucks...but really I made an a** of myself now I just want to apologize if I end up seeing a show there again and get recognized(they didn't ban me, though said if I didn't leave they would have to call the cops and potentially ban me) so I left. So mental health professionals and what not aren't all bad...at least the ones that listen and don't just assume you're making stuff up. I think I also mentioned with the clonazapam the doctor didn't adequately explain the risks or dependence potential..or even any symptoms I might notice if I was developing that kind of issue and thus gained a better understanding of it with my own experience.
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