Understanding the Silence!

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My mother was a wild spirit who
ran away at 17. She didn't see
a connectedness to her mother.
How is she suppose to see it
in me and my eye's of oceans
depth.

Submissive and paying no mind
to consequence she will have harvested
many seeds. Each one as silent
as she.

My Grandmother tells me a car
accident robs me of my hearing
but the non-compassionate mother
didn't care. I lay in a crib for
2 years not hearing the ocean but
seeing it's vastness.

My Grandmother tells me that I
play silently, in my silent ocean
that is the world. I go to
various schools to go from
baby talk to the silent one
I will have become from the silent
mother of non-compasionate.

I lived in autistic world and a silent
world that was formed of pictures
and sound taught to me thanks
to a non-compassionate mother.

I and my Grandmother agree, that
some people shouldnt' have kids.

Play silently, I am behind this computer
and stay silent externally, and regarless
of being 2 and 39, I still lived in a
silent world and had to learn compassion.


This is enough for now, I will write
later on this topic. I correct in
my observations of NLVD and Autism.


Most revealed,
Ghosthunter

THIS IS A REPRINT DUE TO 5/13'S GLITCHES IN
POSTING!

I say thank you BeeBee, LB, Sophist, Blackliger,
for your posts, and I regret that I have to repost
this, but due to posting errors yesterday, please
continue as I have put much blood letting to get
to point in my re-discovery of my person.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter

Last edited by Ghosthunter on 14 May 2005, 4:12 pm, edited 3 times in total.

painfully beautiful

I don't know what to say niether. It
Explains the year 2-6 though. I was
mainstreamed by 6. My grandmother
also told me that I never left a crib.
I had to learn how to crawl when she
found me in her heart. I can say also
this silence in my mother is still there
with the grandchildren my sister produced.

I was obsessed with comics. Today
I showed up a box 2/3r'd full of them
from Goldenage and 12¢-35¢ covers.
I was always like this she says when I
was 4. Hmmmmm? This explains
why I took pictorial notes on Scottish
coins and Parapsychology, before
taking it one step further.

Also I hear just fine, but had to have
a operation that drained the fluid
and the area behind the earlobs was
broken and this caused hearing loss.

Hmmmm?
Ghosthunter

GH

I am at a loss of words.

Your peom is beautiful and haunting. I would love to someday see you have a book out.

I am just glad your Grandmother was there for you, seeing as your mother could not be.

BeeBee

GH, PM me if you want some advice on gettin published..........

Thanks Ghosthunter I like the way you write. I can't often read or understand poetry, but I can read your words and understand them. They turn into pictures, then movies, then back to words that make sense to me.

I can relate to what you say. I know the silent autistic world you come from, or at least one like it. I grew up there too, and still spend much time there.

Thanks for sharing your stories and your words.

Ghosthunter, you can be hard to understand sometimes, but I love the way you write! Its' very powerful.

I say thankyou, Mutate.
I write how I think(or my thinking process).
I also try to modify the re-edit so other may
be able to grasp. This is why I usually
do a 1).. & 2).. & 3).. format.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter

P.S , I thank you for visiting my current
Sunnyvale forum and I did answer your
question on the comics dealer question!

I take that as a compliment, thanks for enjoying
and perhaps learning presence. I would like
to get something published!

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter

Double Posted!

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I am glad that my Grandmother raised me. She is a very
good person, and my mom wasn't, no offense since you
are a mom and I wasn't trying to be disrespectful.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter

You said alot and I say thankyou for being here
on this forum I did!

sincerely,
Ghosthunter

I say thankyou and I hope it may
a helpful tidbit? Thanks for going
to this forum also.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter