zeldapsychology wrote:
sly279 wrote:
She extreme depressed I guess I do t I just lay in bed and don't eat or drink. But with job now ican't or I'd miss work.
This is my issue with having to get back on disability. A day where I don't feel like cleaning house = upset parents IMO whatever I'm depressed today.
Don't have the energy emotionally to walk to a bus stop and deal with the anxiety of people on a bus + WHATEVER the "job" is I'd have an anxiety attack or constantly call into work at least a few times a week IMO. Don't feel good or feel like coming in today emotionally drained as I call it. But NOPE! OMG! GET A JOB OMG! WORK OMG MAKE AN INCOME! Is what society says.

Anxiety sucks. I and anxious everyday that I'm going get fired for things I might have said or did wrong. All while having to put up with constant changes. Now they made me sign s sheet saying I'd say things and if not could be fired, but I feel saying all those things will overwhelm the customer with too many questions. People who come to my area are just there to browse the discounts and lots get upset that I say anything to them at all. Now I'm suppose to pester them constantly and also try to make them get s credit card

on top of the bad work conditions.
Bus is ok other then takes hours to get to work what would be 14 minutes by far. People don't sit next to me or talk. I get how you feel though. I think if you can't handle it then there's no point of you trying and putting yourself though hell for what stupid society thinks.
Yeah I have to be in mood to clean. It's why I do preventive cleaning, i.e. I use paper plates and plastic forks and spoons, and I reuse them if can, I clean pot right after done cooking before I eat. My rooms a mess though.
Hugs
Is twilight your fsvorit? I like rainbow dash most.